Pull me closer || Yoomin ( Taekook, Namjin, Sope )

Can I hug you?

I've already picked him up from the ground. He was still trembling and wouldn't answer. I took him near the staircase and helped him sit down. He didn't break eye contact with me, so I waited for him to answer. Finally, he did. " Thank you, I'm alright you don't have to worry, it was my fault. I was thinking about something and I rushed to reach my next class. I'm so sorry, are you alright? Did I hit you hard? I didn't notice. It was my first day and I was scared that I'll be late. I didn't look up straight. I-" I cut him off before he broke down into tears. He is the sweetest and the most cutest little thing I've ever known. I wanted him to calm down so that I could take him to the nurse's office. " No, it's alright, worry about yourself. Please be more careful when you rush like that! Anyway, what's your name? I've never seen you around" I said, looking straight into those pretty eyes. Wow, he was so pretty. I am caught in a trance I couldn't escape.

"Umm yeah, I'm new here. I..umm...I'm Park Jimin..just call me Jimin " he said, blushing. Jimin ahh you're cuteness is killing me."Okay, just call me Jimin, now I'm gonna take you to the nurse's office. You are slightly bleeding. Can you get up?"I asked. "I'm alright, it's just a small cut. I should probably get to class" and he started gabbling. WHY IS HE SO ADORABLE!. But I didn't let him say another word. I picked him up from the ground, put his hands around my shoulders, I held his waist and helped him take tiny steps towards the nurse's office. He didn't speak another word and neither did I. I could feel his sweat, his heart pumping so loud, the vanilla fragrance that reminded me of a nice spring day, so sweet as him. I noticed his plump lips that gave soft moans. Damn, I wanted it. I wanted to kiss those lips. I was curious. I really wanted to taste him. Every single part of him. I have never felt this way about a man but I couldn't lie to myself either. Something about him is making me go crazy, I wanted to make him mine.

As soon as we reached the infirmary, I made him sit down in one of those adjustable beds. Dr Alfred came in and I told him what happened. Jimin slowly placed his legs on the bed and laid down when the doctor checked. Apparently, it was just a small cut and nothing to worry about. After clearing and dressing up his wound, Jimin stood up to leave. I wanted him to stay, I wanted to talk and know about him. Maybe he is just not interested in me or he's just extremely shy. I didn't know. He suggested that he can walk without any assistance so I agreed and observed him until he reached his class.

It was 4:00 pm and I bunked my basketball practice today. It was so tiring and I desperately needed some sleep. "Suga, everyone is talking about you and a new kid who you apparently helped today! Who is he? Why don't I know him? When did you turn sweet like your name?" My best friend Hoseok asked enthusiastically. He is a ray of sunshine!. We have known each other since we were babies. We were brought up in the same neighbourhood. He is literally my partner in crime. I always go to him when I need someone from a really young age. He was my hope. And he loved to mock me, saying that I look cold but I'm really sweet on the inside, so he calls me Suga and I call him Jhope. Before I could answer him, I saw him outside. Jimin. He was probably waiting for someone. I went up to him to ask if he was alright.

"Jimin?" I asked and he turned with a jerk. I scared him. WHY AM I LIKE THIS?. "Umm...Yoongi hyung, I was waiting for you, I wanted to thank you for today, I don't know how...shall I treat you to lunch? Are you free this weekend?" He asked. His sparkled. His voice was sweeter than honey. Shit! It was so hard to hide my wide smile. This was all I wanted. I pretended to think about it and of course, I agreed. He smiled. I finally saw that damn smile. I wanted to be the reason behind it. Jhope just winked at me and pretty much understood what was going on without me saying anything.

I was desperately waiting for the weekend to come. I saw Jimin when we moved to classes and at the cafeteria multiple times. I looked at him more than I looked at Siera. At times I forget that I have a girlfriend. I mean she is really amazing and all that but she easily gets on my nerves. I do like her, but at first, I was forced into it. She was in love with me since forever. I only looked at her as a good friend of mine and eventually, she confessed. I didn't know what to do. I didn't wanna lose her or hurt her. She was with me when I needed her the most. So I agreed to the relationship by thinking of the pros and convinced myself that I am in love. Yes, I love her but just as a friend and I didn't know how to get myself out of the mess I've made.

The day before our "date", I went to the terrace again, thinking about the day when I held my mochi. And I found him again. Crying. I don't understand why he was like this. What is wrong with him? Is he being bullied? Harassed? Did kookie start a fight? I didn't know. But whoever is the cause, consider him dead. This time I didn't let him cry to himself. I wanted to comfort him. And I noticed it. His cuts. He had his sleeves rolled up and he was crying by looking at his scars. I noticed the new fresh blood in his hand. Cut really deep. It was sickening. I wanted to cry. I wanted to comfort him and give him all the love he deserved. I didn't understand why he did this to himself. He is perfect, what could possibly be so bad in his life? I really wanted to help him, just hold him and tell him that I'm right here and I will always be there for him. So I did. I sat down, facing his back and asked him.

"Can I hug you?"