》3rd POVJin's kiss was soft and longing. It had been a month since you two had any contact at all, and the first thing he does is grasp your wrist, placing his hand on your lower back, pulling you against his chest as he leans down to kiss you.
You are shocked at first but your heart makes you act a different way. You return his kisses as you close your eyes. You feel your blood rush to your cheeks and drops of water from your wet hair run down your skin. Jin pulls his face away, breathing near your lips.
"I don't want you to run away anymore. I can't take another minute without you. You saw the video. I proved myself. So why? Why do you keep running?"
You hitch a breath and cry silently, "I'm sorry Jin, I really am. I hate myself for doing this to both of us. I blamed you and shut my heart away. I felt like history was repeating itself. And everyone told me there was something wrong about it and I didn't want to listen. I feel like a total jerk for ignoring you and making that issue a bigger problem than it was. I suck at love, so why do you keep insisting to be with me anyway?"
Jin looks at you straight in the eye, making shivers run down your spine. "Because, I have never been more in love with anyone than I am with you. You make me go crazy; and no matter how hard I try to let go, I can't. Y/N, we all make mistakes. You don't have to feel bad for ignoring me, because if I was in your position I would have done the same. I suck at love too. I should have told you from the beginning that Min-soo was bothering me. I thought I could handle it on my own, and this made me realize I couldn't. I have to apologize because even if you don't know this, at first I wanted to ask you to marry me so I could show off and show Min-soo what she lost.
"Then I realized I did want to marry you and not because of Min-soo and our stupid problems. I wanted to marry you for all you are and all you give me. I'm a jerk, a pathetic coward and if you don't want to be with me again, I will accept it." Tears trickle down his cheeks, his nose turning red. You stare back at him wordlessly. This man just blurted everything out. The sincerity in his eyes and his voice.
You stretch out your hands and cup his cheeks. He leans in then as if looking for your warmth and your touch. "I won't blame you anymore, Jin. I will not run away from you no more. I still have to process things, but Jin, I want to be with you." At that his eyes snap back at yours again. "I haven't been able to sleep for a month. People kept telling me different things. Some said they were sorry that you did that to me, and some said that they felt like something was off. Your fans followed me sometimes and shyly would ask me things about you. They really didn't think you were that type of a man.
"All of our closest friends told me the same. I didn't want to listen because of what happened to me in the past and I seriously feel like a child. The past is the past and I need to learn how to move on. Jin, would you accept me again even with my stupid, childish mistakes?" He seems speechless, he was expecting himself to try getting back with you but you ask him if you can go back with him instead. It's like the roles have switched.
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