Rottmnt (Yandere!Leo x Reader) "Your Mine, And No One Else's"

Chapter Ten: "Consoling And Help From Master Splinter" (both v.)

Your Perspective:

After the death of one of my parents, my mind became blank and I couldn't talk to anyone like I use to. And I was slowly becoming corrupted from the inside of my insanity. My finding of anything helping me was so slim and so small, I couldn't even try to imagine what it would be like to find sanity again. My mind was a blank slate as I've said before, but the more I thought about my parents, the more I went into despair. I didn't let myself rest peacefully knowing my mother/father was dead. Even if they were bad to me and each other, I can't live happily like that. I couldn't let myself feel relieved that she's/he's dead. No, I couldn't. Wouldn't. No way... Why?...It's not like they would feel the same for me. Or like they'd feel a little bit sad, or anything like that. So...

Why?

"[Your name], we need to talk." Donnie said breaking the concentration I had made for myself. I looked at him and said "What is it?" He cleared his voice and said before a pair of large green hands grabbed me from behind and lifted me up from the floor. Was I already there on the floor? I didn't even notice that small yet noticeable detail. After realizing the hands belongs to Raphael, I started to try and remove his hands. "Raph, what are you doing? Donnie! Explain this!" I yelled out with anger in my eyes that I didn't even realize was there.

"[Your name] [Last name], you've been acting like the world is tearing you down to your grave for about a week now. And me as well as everyone else is worried about you. You need to talk to splinter."

My eyes became less angry at the thought of talking to the rat master that raised these boys, and is named a father figure to them. I've never actually seen or talked to him to be honest. I only ever saw him get food from the refrigerator, steal the remote and watch TV, or else just not come out of his room. So it's like I'm meeting him for the first time again.

I didn't realize that Raph had carried me into the dinning room till he seated me into a chair. That's when master Splinter came in and said said with a gross groggy voice "Uuugh...what is it?"

Donnie then told him what was happening why I was acting the way I was, and master Splinter's eyes widened before he cleared his throat and bowed his head in respect. "I am sorry for your lost [Your name]-san/chan. How may I be of assistance to your mental recovery?"

My surprise rised through my head and out of my body; this was different from the Splinter that I was use to seeing every other day. He's acting sophisticated, and kind. He was acting like he cared. Maybe he did actually care.

I didn't show any reaction and just said "It's fine, master Splinter; I'll be fine. I'm not hurt or anything."

I could feel the eyes of every other being on me. They must have been surprised. That's when Splinter hummed and grabbed my hand before taking me into the living room and told me to sit on my knees. I did as I was instructed and looked at the floor as to not have to look at him in the eye. "[Your name], tell me what happened." He said making me flinch at his demanding voice that made it feel like crying at the memory of those pictures of my dead mom/dad on the screen.

I tried to put my best fake smile and said as I looked up at him "It's nothing, sir! I swear it! After all, they would've done the same to me had I not been at home on the day of the murder. And even if they didn't, it's not like they cared about me...I'm fine!"

He hummed again and said "[Your name], I know that this is a heavy lost for you, and that they weren't the best parents of the century. I shouldn't talk ill about them since I have no right to judge others when I myself have much to regret, but when they died, apart of you died along with them. Didn't you?" My eyes became more and more widened and they stung a bit. It was as if he was touching my heart with his words.

I tried to play it off with a soft chuckle and say I was fine, but like glass he could see through me.

"Tell me how you feel." He said before I saw the Raph, Leo, Donnie, Mikey, and April sit behind him.

'These guys all are concerned about me...why? I've been here almost a year, but we aren't this close...are we?' I asked myself in my head before Leo came and hugged me from behind. This surprised me so, and it brought me to almost crying when he said "We're all here. We'll listen to you; we're family...aren't we?"

As I thought about his words, my mind went into a montage of all the things me and these clowns have been through. They let me stay here, and fed me, and clothed me, and even grew so close as to give me the enjoyment of calling friends. Even family.

I could feel the tears I've been holding back for so long, the tears I tried to be so strong so that way no one would see how weak I was. I stuttered out the words "T-Th-They meant...so m-uch...t-o m-me...th-en they...t-they..."

Everyone had came around me and hugged me tightly to a point I swore that I wasn't breathing. Even master Splinter.

Tears crashed down more and more as I cried out my feeling and my angst.

Everyone told me I would be fine, but my heart was slowly breaking so fast and so much. It was a bit painful, but then Leo kissed the back of my neck after saying "I'm here for you...always, [Your name]."

My tears came more, hut they didn't hurt as much after hearing that. But I cried out some more after that.

Why? That's the word that circled around my head all that time. After that, Splinter gave me advice and they sent me to bed.

To be continued

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