Years of being in the sewers has turned the blue clad turtle's mind into a jungle of madness, and made him crave the want and desire to be romantically in love with someone...... unfortunately for you, he got his wish after you meet the gang. He fal...
After leaving my little "get away", I went to the lair to get food for me and [Your name] so we could live there from now on. I believe that Raph knows something is up with me and [Your name] because I know he was following me to the door little house that me and her/him share. I looked behind me when I arrived at the door to give Raph the notion that I am aware he was there. I know he didn't get that, but still if he wants to be a little sneak, he may as well get scared. I smiled when I opened the door and walked inside. Knowing full well that he was going to try and open the door, I locked it and stood there to make sure he didn't try to break it down. Luckily, he didn't even after the doorknob tried to turn to it's sides without success. I smirked when I heard loud footsteps walk away before doing the same myself.
As I walked into the kitchen, I heard soft sobbing from in [Your name's] room. I felt so bad for putting them in the position that their in, especially cause they had been crying for so long. So in an attempt to cheer [Your name] up, I stopped cooking and went to them. I poked my head through the doorway and smiled in the best cutesy way I could. "Hiya, honey! You feeling okay?" She/He didn't say anything to me. They just let their beautiful tears roll onto the floor and stared at it. My throat began to feel clogged up, and my brow began to sweat. I walked in and said "Hey, if you want to, I can make the chains extend so you can walk around. But it will only go as far as to the kitchen." They still didn't say anything. It was like they were ignoring me on purpose, but I know they were just confused and scared. They couldn't be ignoring me cause they didn't want to see me.
"I hope you see that this is all for our love. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want you to leave me either and go falling in love with someone else." I said before gulping down the clogged air in my throat and continuing on. "I just want you to know another reason why I did all this." They didn't say a word but they lifted their head a little to look at me. I felt a bit of comfort as they did hoping that their gaze would be fix on me forever. "When I was living inside of that place for over fourteen years of my life, I was becoming mentally insane. I wanted to kill myself cause of how I had no way of changing myself...I wanted to experience that way other teenagers get to live in life. It was a nightmare to feel like the world will never accept you, because if they found out who you are, they'd kill you." No part of that was a lie.
"I felt so lonely, and maybe my brothers felt the same as I did, but they don't know how I felt to the extent I did." They started to show a bit of light in their eyes as they listened to me. They looked intrigued to know more. "And when you came along, you became the very being to give me the chance to feel like a human being, despite the fact that I can't change my appearance. I would love to show everyone who your one and only is, but then it would cause some interesting yet unwanted attention. So no go. Anyway, after meeting you, I realized that there was way to many people in the way of you and me. So now-"
"What do you mean you and me?! What is between you and me?!" [Your name] said cutting me off, making my eyes widen when she/he said that. "You don't care about me, do you?! You just care about your own selfish benefit! You're not in love with me, you're in love with the idea of me in love with you! That's ALL it is! Nothing more than that!" My heart started to break when she/he said that. It felt like my whole world had shattered at those words, and my body became numb. 'What do you mean? I'm in love with the idea? No way. My feelings for you are as real as I am.' I thought to myself before saying with small tears forming in the corner of my eyes "What do you mean? Of course I love you. Don't you feel the same? Cause...what worth do I have without you?" They're body shook and trembled. It seemed as if they didn't want to say a word. My brow started to sweat even more than before, and I shook as I said "You don't really hate me, right? You're just scared is all, and I can understand that, but you don't have to fret or fear. I will take care of you, and make sure that you're okay, and my feelings of love for you will never falter! All you have to do is just say four words to me, darling: "I love you, Leo". And then-"
"Shut up!" They said making me go "Huh?" "SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT SHUT UP! SHUT! UP! YOU'RE CRAZY! YOU'RE INSANE! YOU NEED HELP! I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU LIKE THIS! I HATE YOU FOR THIS! I DON'T WANT YOU! LEAVE! ME! ALONE! I WILLNEVERLOVEYOU!"
