The Secret Marriage

Chapter 20

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Donatella's POV

I want to kiss him. I don't want him to look at me like I'm a slut. I better control myself.
We entered Jnr's room and he placed him on the bed.
" the room is lovely." He complimented.
"Thank you." I blushed.
Why can't I stop blushing? He is making me nervous.
Focus young lady!!!! I scolded myself.
I got out of the room hurriedly.
I felt someone pulled me back and hugged me.
My eyes became watery, I wanted to turn to face him, I can't. He buried his face on my neck.
"Is he crying?" I wondered. Is there a problem?
I was about to turn but he stopped me.
"Can we stay like this for awhile?" He sounded broken.
I nodded and didn't talk.
"I'm sorry" he continued whispering.
I turn back and hugged him tightly.
I know something is wrong. Who hurt him?
After awhile, we pulled away. He was starring at my lips.
"I love it when you are blushing. Let's go, they are still waiting for us." He said.
I felt so stupid, I thought he was going to kiss me. I guess I don't attract him anymore.

Carter's POV

I almost lost control of myself. The urge to kiss her was strong. I want to tell her how much I need her. I want her to know that I am back for good. I am ready to make her happy again. I hate myself more than ever. I want my memory back fully.
I couldn't control my tears. I'm so happy to have her in my arms,I felt complete.

Her facial expression has changed since we got downstairs. She is no longer blushing, she is sad rather.
Did I hurt her? No it's not me. I think it's because of what that bastard said.
I watched how she defended me, I was overwhelmed with happiness. I got angry when that jerk said I am dead and he is going to make her fall for him.
"Mom, I will be right back" she told her mother.
Her mother too realized she was hurt. She is controlling her tears.
It's tearing me up, I hate to see her this way.
She left to the kitchen.
"Miss Jones, do you know what's wrong with her?" I asked her .
"No son. This is how she behaves since her boyfriend died. I mean the father of her son. She is battling with depression. She smiles when she sees Carter Jnr. Carter Jnr reminds her of her dead boyfriend." She sounded sad.

I'm not dead! I am here now. I am evil! How can I hurt her to this extend. Why can't I have my memory back. Even I remember her but I don't remember some of our memories we shared.
"Can I follow her?" I asked her permission.
"Yes son. Tell her I'm going to rest now." The maid helped her to get up.
I quickly went to the kitchen and found her crying. She is sitting on the floor hitting her chest. Wait! She is on the phone.
"He doesn't love me anymore. I don't attract him either." She told the person on the phone.
I didn't hear what the person said but her response was " he loves that bitch I met on the park. I know he doesn't remember, I thought his heart will. It's been five years so I guess it's Normal for him to forget me."
Fuck, I'm fed up. Why is she thinking like that? My heart knows her that's why I came after her.
I took the phone out of her hand, she gasped.
She got up, she tried to explain but I sealed her lips with mine.
I can't control myself any longer.
The kiss is getting hotter.

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