You woke up at 7. Your body felt weird and you were still tired. You went to the bathroom and changed the pad. You were on fire. This was worse than actual carrying her. You grabbed a heating pad and plugged it in. You lied it on your stomach. You took a few breaths.
Bryson: Let's go check on mama
He said in a baby voice. The door opened. You looked over and smiled when you saw him holding her.
You: Awe, look at my babies
You sat up. He walked over smiling. He handed her to you before getting in the bed next to you.
Bryson: This is a lot of work
You: How long have you been up?!
Bryson: All day. Duh
You: Did you rest at all?
Bryson: Eh
You: Bryson! You could've woke me up
Bryson: You're tired. You just went through a lot. I'm doin great
You: You're gonna get tired. I got her
Bryson: I got her. You gotta help nurse yourself back to life. I got two babies. Imma take care of em
You chuckled before he kissed your cheek. You just held her and looked at her.
You: This is tmi. But I don't wanna breastfeed. I feel like they're gonna fall off already and I haven't even started.
He just looked at you trying not to laugh. He giggled
Bryson: Really?
You chuckled. Your stomach was paining and it looked ugly. You didn't like it at all. You felt so different. He rested his head on your shoulder and wrapped an arm around your waist. You kind of felt uncomfortable. Your stomach didn't look too good, but he didn't seem bothered by it. He probably was trying to ignore it. You looked down at her and she was sleep.
Bryson: I'll go put her down. You stay here and relax
You: Ok...
You said quietly. You handed her to him and he walked out of the room. You lied back down and wiped your face. You sniffled before unplugging the heating pad and lying back down. You got under the blanket and closed your eyes. He walked back in and closed the door. You heard him take a deep breath before he got in bed behind you. He was about to wrap an arm around you but you stopped him.
Bryson: Stop
He said before moving your hand and wrapping an arm around you.
Bryson: Daesha
You just stayed quiet
Bryson: Daesha
He said more demanding
Bryson: Look at me
You wiped your face then looked at him.
Bryson: You're beautiful. I know you might not think so, but I do. This is all temporary. You will go back to your old self, you will be able to run again, and you will be able to work normally again. This is a process. It will be over soon. Give it some time. I got the next five months off if that makes you feel better
You looked at him
You: It does, but look at me. I feel useless-
Bryson: I don't ever wanna hear you say that again. Daesha you're the best person I know. You're not useless. You have a daughter to be here for, not only that but for me. You have to be here for me. I love you. I need you here. Believe me when I say you are not useless. Don't ever say something like that again. I love you more than anything
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Forbidden Love {NLE Choppa} *PAUSED-Temporarily*
FanfictionBoth of your families hate each other and you both knew it, but that didn't start until you both entered high school when your older brother's decided to fight over a girl and they both ended up getting shot by a cop. Your parents and his parents bl...
