You're Not Alone

Over The Edge

"Andy! What do you mean?!" She cried repeatedly.
I closed the door softly and walked into the bathroom, locking the door behind me, my hands trembling as I grabbed the gun from one of the cabinets.
I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't live with the fact I killed someone and the love of my life fucking hated me because of that.
I held the gun to my head.
"ANDY OPEN THE DOOR!"
I didn't respond.
She banged on the door. Screaming my name and to open up.
"Andy please open the door" she pleaded.
I counted down from 3, took a deep breath and pulled the trigger.

Aurora's POV
A gun fired.
"ANDY!" I screamed.
I charged at the door and by my surprise, it fell down.
"Andy!" I yelled dropping myself onto the ground beside him, placing his head on my lap.
This time he really needed a hospital.
I called the ambulance and they came and took him away, again along with me in the back with him.
Forget about him killing Jayden this was way worse.
The nurses and some doctors had to hold me back since i wasn't aloud in the emergency room.
"He'll be okay" I repeated to myself as they forced my into the waiting chair.
I'm no believer of god but I was praying my fucking ass off that's he'll be okay, that he'll live.
The doctor came out.
"We don't know yet we'll have to wait till the morning."
"Can I go see him?"
"Yes right this way"
He lead me into Andy's room. He had all sorts of stuff attached to him.
"I'm so sorry Andy. Please stay with me. I'm sorry about all the fighting I overreacted please stay with me I need you, I love you Andy, I can't afford to lose you."
I just broke down crying endlessly. All I felt was guilt.
If he didn't make it I was going to take my own life, so we could live forever, I'd die loving person and one person only.
Andrew Dennis Biersack.
I weeped harder but eventually i died down and fell asleep.
-
I had awoken with blurry eyes that stung like hell. He still hadn't moved.
I checked his pulse. He is still alive.
I stroked his pale cheek.
His face had gotten paler overnight and that meant I was slowly losing him.
I'd do anything to see his beautiful smile again. I hadn't seen it in ages and I missed it.
The doctors came in and did more things to him which I had to stay out of the room for.
Still no success.
-
I pleased to let the doctors to let me in while they were doing there stuff.
"Holy crap, it's a miracle!"
"What? What is it..?" I said standing up in a flash.
"He's alive"
"What!?" I mumbled under my breath.
i rushed over to Andy.
I placed my hand next to his.
"Andy it's me Aurora"
He intertwined our fingers and squeezed my hand.
"Andy it's true you're alive!"
He lazily opened his eyes and smiled.
"My princess" he mumbled.
I couldn't help tearing up.
"Darling don't cry"
"These are tears of happiness" I said laughing wiping the tears away.
"I thought you hated me."
"Never Andy, never would I ever hate you."
"Oh come here you"
He held his hands out for a hug.
I basically fell into his arms, hugging him with a good grip.
"Why? Why did you do this to yourself"
"Because you hated me for killing Jayden and I couldn't live with that."
"I didn't hate you, I- I was scared of you."
"Oh. Are you still scared of me..?"
"No, well a little bit.."
"I'm sorry I-"
I cut him off with a kiss.
"I love it when you kiss me"
"Hush, you shouldn't be talking so much"
"Ugh whatever"
The doctor came in
"He shall be able to leave in a day or so"
"Okay is there anything I can do?"
"Make sure he gets lots of rest"
"Okay"
"You heard him"
"I'm not tired"
"Well I am" I said climbing in the hospital bed.
"God it feels good to lie down properly."
We both laughed.
"I swear don't you ever do this to me ever again"
"I'm sorry."
I half smiled and drifted off to sleep.
-
Andy was able to leave the hospital today.
He was still a bit.. I don't know you could say weak and clumsy? So I had to help him dress.
"I'll drive"
"No, no, no Andy if you can't dress yourself you certainly can't drive."
"Do you even know how to drive?"
"Do you even know how to shut up?" I smirked.
I got in the drivers seat and drove off.
"You're actually a pretty good driver"
"I find that offensive"
"What you find me giving you a compliment offensive?"
"That one, yes"
He gave me a confused look.
"Oh don't worry"
"Hmm okay sorry."
Once we got home we found his father sitting on the couch but as soon as he saw us he stood up.
"Where were you two?"
"I'll tell you later" I replied.
"Okay"
I directed Andy to our room.
"Stay here I'm going to talk to your father"
He angrily grunted.
I walked over to his father.
"What happened?"
"He attempted suicide.."
"HE WHAT?"
"He killed Jayden and he thought I hated him so his tried killing himself."
"What the fuck I never knew my son was a suicidal freak!"
"HEY! How dare you call Andy that! How low of you!"
"Okay, okay sorry it flew out my mouth without thought. Uh I know that i didn't give you a good first impression when you met me but uh, my name is Chris" he said putting his hand out.
I was hesitant to shake it for a moment giving him a dirty look before shaking his hand.
"You'd you give me that look for?"
"Why'd you change the subject?"
"I wanted us to have a fresh start that's all if that's alright"
"Oh it's fine" I said giving him a fake smile.
What he said before wasn't okay and I wasn't going to let those words slip through my fingers.
"Why would you describe Andy as an suicidal freak?"
"I don't know, I because he tried to kill himself..."
"So what if I told you that he self harmed, what would you call him then?"
"He self harms?!"
"I said if not he does."
"Oh, uh..."
"Emo? Attention seeker?"
"Yes! I mean uh no I wouldn't!"
"I really can't believe you right now but it's understandable, you don't get what it feels like" I said standing up and walking away.
"Aurora wait!"
"No Chris, he has a mental disorder for fuck sake and as his father you are meant to support him not call him names. Its childish and pathetic." I stormed out and left him to think.
I walked into mine and Andy's room where he lay awake.
"I heard everything.. Thanks for sticking up for me"
"Inconsiderate bastard he is"
"Tell me about it.."
"Has he ever directly called you anything before?"
"Called me a depressed, sad, lonely kid before.."
I shook my head.
"Some people in this world just disgust me"
"Hey stop getting all frustrated over him and what he said" he said holding out his arms encouraging me to fill the empty space.
I ignored it and continued to walk back and forth around the room. He sighed and got up too.
"I- you shouldn't be called those names Andy"
He grabbed me and pulled me in for a hug.
"Now you know how I feel when people call you names you need to stop worrying.."
"If only I could I would but I can't."
"Aurora look at me."
I looked into his eyes.
"Stop getting worked up and words that weren't even directed at you"
"I can't Andy I can't."
Suddenly he pinned me down to the bed.
"I'll make you forget then." He growled smirking.

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