You're Not Alone

Grounded.

-

"AURORA WHY THE HELL ARE YOU STILL HERE!? YOU'RE MEANT TO BE AT SCHOOL!!"

I shot up instantly and remained quiet.

"GET YOUR ASS TO SCHOOL" She said pulling off my covers.

"You. Little. Slut." She roared.

I looked down to find a circle of blood on the sheets beneath me.

"I. I can explain!" I shrieked pulling the covers back over me.

"He did his" Mother mumbled to herself.

"What?"

"ANDY! THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE CAME AND GOT YOU DIDN'T HE!?"

"DON'T CALL MY BOYFRIEND AN ASSHOLE! BESIDES IT'S PERIOD BLOOD! WE'VE DONE NOTHING!"

"BULLSHIT AURORA! I CAN CALL HIM WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT! WHY? WHY DID HE FUCK YOU?"

"HE DIDN'T FUCK ME OKAY IT'S PERIOD BLOOD!"

"You better of not have gotten pregnant or I swear to god will murder you."

"I'm not pregnant!"

"Good!"

"Oh and you're not leaving your room for all the time you're grounded. You are not aloud to sneak out nor talk to him on the phone or I will make your grounding longer you understand?"

"I... I understand"

"Go and clean yourself up!" She said storming out of my room slamming the door.

Just fucking kill me now!

-

After a two weeks of not seeing nor hearing from Andy I've consistently been cutting myself deeper and deeper everywhere. I was back to where I started. Alone and Suicidal.

Also my mother started abusing me.

It would only be a matter of time before my father came back and made my life a living hell.

It was 12am exactly on a Tuesday morning when he came stumbling home drunk as usual. He was cursing and breaking things.

My mother had locked my door from the inside so I couldn't get out and he couldn't get in which was one good thing about this.

I decided to try and block him out and go back sleep.

-

It was Sunday afternoon and couldn't wait to see Andy after so long.

I heard someone unlock my door.

"You're ungrounded. You dare do that again there will a serious fucking consequence."

"Okay"

I was off. I was free once more, with limits of course.

-

It was Monday, the day I'd see my boy after 3 bitter weeks.

I raced to school exited for once.

When I got there I kept my eye out for Andy.

There he was, he looked so sad.

"ANDY!" I yelled in his direction.

He looked around and then saw me. He lit up instantly. I bolted towards him. He lifted me up and spun me around.

"I missed you so fucking much Aurora. Jesus fucking Christ." He said cupping his hands around my face and giving me a long passionate kiss.

"I missed you so much too! H-have you been drinking?"