You're Not Alone

Am I?... Am I..

-

It had been a week since the death of Jayden and every other event that took place that week.
I felt incredibly unwell, pains In my stomach were on and off.
I thought about what could've caused the pain and then one idea popped into my head.
Am I pregnant?
I felt even more sick.

"Hey you okay?" Andy asked.

"Feeling a little unwell. Uh do you mind taking me to the pharmacy?"

"Yeah sure"

He grabbed his keys and we left.

"Want me to come in with you?"

"No I'm fine I'll only be a minute."

"Okay"

I got out and went to go get a pregnancy test.
I felt so sick I didn't even want to think about it.
Once I got it I ran back out and hopped back in the car.

"What'd you get?"

"Nothing too important"

"Hmm okay."

When we got back I walked into bathroom and did the test.
I was so nervous I didn't want to know the result.
I hoped it wasn't positive.
I slowly looked at the result.
"Oh my god this can't be happening" I said to myself. It was positive. I was in too much of a shock to cry but tears were in my eyes.

"This can't be happening to me" I cried a bit too loud sliding down the wall.

"Hey babe you okay?" Andy said gently knocking on the bathroom door.
I didn't respond.
He pushed the door open.

"You okay what's wrong?"

I picked up the test off the floor and handed it to him.

"What is th- oh my god.. You're pregnant?"

"Who's the father?" I thought out loud.

Andy looked like he was going to say himself but then he remembered Jayden.

"If he's the father I'm going bash his dead ass"

"He must be, didn't you use protection..?"

"Uh.." He thought about it.  "Oh.. Shit.. No.."

"You've got to be joking"

"ANDREW WHY?"

"Aurora I'm so sorry I get too into things - I'm sorry baby I truly am."

"Argh."

"What are you going to do with the baby?"

"I'm not aborting it. I guess I'll have to keep it." I sighed.

We were too young and reckless to care for a child but I wasn't aborting it but I'll have to consider giving the child away.

-
*5 1/2 months later.*

I rubbed my stomach.
Goodness me we were so screwed.
Today i was going to find out the gender of the baby.

"You ready?" Andy asked leaning his head on the doorframe.

"Yeah" I replied walking out.
I was still unhappy about his mistake but we could've been lucky but that would mean he isn't the father. No just no. He has to be the father.

-
We walked in. I don't know why I was nervous.

"Hey it'll be okay."

I laid down on the bed thing and Andy held my hand.

"You going to have a baby girl congratulations"

"I bet she'll look like you." Andy sweetly said.