Lust with my Father

Wasted

I wonder what kicks in me. After the moment of reminiscing in the café I hurriedly went home and retouched my face with a night make up. This night calls for a beer and sex.

Wearing a seducing midnight black dress, it is fitted so sexy and reached above my knee. A party look no man can ever resist.

I booked a grab and head towards the red light district. I unconsciously slammed the car's door and saw the driver glaring on me. I winked at him and sent flying kisses as an apology.

Feels like I own the runway. My steps are forceful. On every march of the heels it catches people's attention.

"Ohhhhh,  this is great.  This night is great", I screamed as I entered the bar.

In this dark and loud bar,  I know for sure that only few people complained when I shouted. I don't care what they say-- at all. It's going to be a night I won't remember after all.

With my hands upward, snapping fingers and moving side by side as I joined the happy crowd in the dancefloor. The colorful lights illuminates the smile on their faces. I started to move my hips in the rhythm. Gosh, I miss the old days. After dancing in a few songs, I head to the counter and order a drink. Toast the glass to the bartender and murmured 'cheers' and sip a bit.

I can't afford this kind of life before. I'm gonna waste some money today. I had a rich daddy backing me up. It made me think of Niko again. The first  glass of drink in my hand feels heavy.  I thought drinking will make me feel better.

"Hi baby! ", In this instant I thought I heard Niko's voice calling me.

I was very expectant to see him behind me, I lose my composure and stare at the owner of the voice. It wasn't him, he's not the one I'm expecting. It took me seconds to get back to my senses.

"Oh hi baby. ", a forced smile was painted on my face and gulp the drink I was holding.

"Are you alone? ", he asked me with an obvious intention.

Applause for his parents, they made a handsome child. He has a distinct feature that wasn't very noticeable at first glance. He made my jaw dropped.

"Unfortunately, yes I am. ", he signals the bartender to give him two orders of Vodka and he gave me the other glass. I sighed in dismay he looks like a newbie.

"I'm sorry I didn't ask what drink you prefer. I thought you like Vodka because you drink it in one shot", he explained.

"Wanna have some fun? ", he was shocked by the idea I told him. I didn't let him recover his thought and pull him to the dancefloor.

"What's your name?", I lean to his shoulder and whisper on his neck. He met my eye contact and sway me.

"Amine", he grab my hand and turned me around.

"Amine,  you have an interesting name", I smiled and continue dancing with him.

There's something about him that is very familiar. I still can't figure it out. Maybe because I have short tolerance in alcoholic drinks that made me dizzy or because of the combination of Vodka and Dancing. Yes,  I'm just barely holding on to my senses. I'm really thinking of passing out but I can't I can still manage myself. I can't entrust myself with a stranger.

"Are you alright? ", he asked me while hugging my waist. "You were dancing so sexy earlier, but now it looks like your tired. Do you want to have some rest? "

"Yes", I let him pull me out of the crowd. "Amine,  it's hot in here", I added and tightened my grip on his hand.

"Okay,  let's get out of here", without second thought we head towards the car park and he carefully help me sit on his car.

"Are you sure? ", he looks so concerned and puzzled.

"Yes, Take me somewhere I can rest", I don't care where he wants to go,  it can be a hotel,  motel, condo, apartment or his house. All I want is to take a shower and get over with this fucking spirit of alcohol.

"Come on,  drive the car. Hurry! ", I know I sound demanding but I really want to get out of here fast.

He chuckled and starts the engine. He plays his favorite playlist and starts humming. As soon as we got out of the parking my vision started to blur and began to fade.