Lust with my Father

Revenge

Classes ended fine. My thoughts are out of the classroom. Not even a single lesson of our professor able to enter my thoughts.

The day I saw that baby thing, the night before that day, he was all over me. He praise me, he adored me,  he admire my body.  He even said he can't live without me.  But what the hell happened? I thought he likes me.

Oh right. I did forget,  I was just playing games. Am I?

Who's that woman?

After that call he stormed out of the house and gone for a week. I don't even know where the hell he is.

I know I shouldn't be like this. I should start thinking that he was only taking me for granted and I'm only paying a debt by my body. I even thought that we were so in love. Is it not?

The night was so good and I almost forgot that I asked him to give me bucks.

"Hi!", a guy appeared in front of my desk .

I smirked and raised my right brow.

"What? ", It's John bothering me again.

"I heard you're gonna be a rich man's daughter", he said sarcastically.

"No, not anymore... It's because I am going to be his wife. Asshole! ", I told him and slam the desk.  Walking awat from that room while smirking at him.

I found my way in a nearby cafe and decided to chill.

Niko gives me a lot of confusion. Let me remind myself that I'm only doing this for his money only for that and none other. I should not fall for him that fast. But that was very different,  every caress was filled with passion.  It's like making love for the first time. Unforgettable.

*phone rings

A notification pops up.

Jeff

Are you home?

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Don't expect a reply,  I even didn't bother to open my phone. His texts filled my inbox. I'm not on the mood. He called so many times and lose count.

If it's Niko, I'll pick it fast but it's not.

At this moment,  I feel like playing who wants to be a millionaire and thinking of calling a friend.

I know,  I'm just arguing with myself. I should choose Jeff over Niko. But that's against my principle. I said I'm not recycling a lover. And it's not just a stupid principle of my fucking life. This might be too high for someone like me who has nothing but this is the only thing I can hold on to.  My way of defending myself from a harsh broken heart.

I have been hurt many times. I was hoping someone will save me from this hell.  You know my life with my father thing. And so with that I jump to many men,  call me slut but no I really fall in love. I'm realizing it just now,  it's not love, I'm just blinded and so eager to untangle myself in this burden.

Jeff was my true love. I loved him a lot. Gave him my time, love and my body. It was really hard to move on. He said he love me,  but I don't want to fall from him again.

He cheated on me. All this time I thought my boyfriend was good and loyal. Things started to change when I had to quit school and start working. While I was busy working different jobs a day,  Jeff was busy dating girls.

I caught them sharing bodies in his apartment. What's worse is that he denied me. And left me dumbfounded.
I waited for him to come back and nothing happened.

Here comes Niko, his dad. It's not a good idea but now that I know Jeff loves me.  All I can think is revenge.

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Finally, the long awaited update is here. Guys, I can't thank you enough for reading this and voting after so many years of hiatus.

I'm hoping for your continued support.  I love you all. :*