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Sawamura Daichi (Request) -PART 1

Requested by Mushuisdragon

⚠warning ⚠ mentions of being born female, but not really in an uncomfortable way? Basically it just says "I wonder if I was born male if I'd be taller" idk

Reader POV

"Hey, shortie!" I always walk to school with Yamaguchi and Tsukkishima, unless one of us is sick. Usually what happens is I walk to Tadashi's house and then we go to get Kei before going to school. Today, Tadashi was really tired (he was up late watching videos of serving tips) so I'm carrying him on my back while he gets a couple more minutes of sleep.

"I thought I told you to stop calling me that, I'm not that much shorter than you." Kei starts walking with us.

"Yes I am."

"An inch and a half-"

"And two centimeters." I smirk.

"Really? You're doing that now?"

"Yep! I betcha that if I was born male, I'd be at least seven feet tall!" If it's stated this way, I don't get too uncomfortable about it. It's just a thought, sort of, so I still get weird with it, but ever since I started passing to strangers, this hasn't been too bad.

"I don't doubt that." He mumbles. He gets a little jealous that I'm taller than him and would be even more so under different circumstances. "Anyway, what's up with Yama?"

"He didn't sleep much last night because of serving practice and research, so he's pretty sleepy this morning. I figured he could sleep if I carried him so he wouldn't be so tired for your English test after lunch."

"How do you know about the English test? And when it is?"

"I heard Hinata talking about some of the classes having one, so I kinda assumed you were one of them because Yama has been cramming volleyball and studying."

He nodded. "Do you need me to carry your bags? Or Tadashi?"

"Nah, I'm good. He's light."

"It's not hurting your back?" He raises an eyebrow. "I'm still not sure what exactly binders are capable of, but I'm assuming you're wearing yours, based on you flatness and that you wear it every day, you look very masculine, by the way, and I'm thinking that it would cause pressure on your back."

"Dude. Seriously. I'm fine." I adjust my grip on Tadashi. "And that's actually not wrong, the pressure thing, anyway."

"What do you mean? Do you not think you're masculine? Because you are."

"Kei, I honestly don't think I'll ever pass in my own mind. I'll always see remnants of my past self when I look in the mirror instead of what I look like to other people. And that's what I think other people see, too."

"So it's sorta like, Kageyama was apparently some huge asshole all the time during middle and now, everytime someone sees him, although he's changed a lot, they still see that?"

"That's not a bad analogy, actually. " I think for a second. We're getting close to the school so I won't be able to carry Yama much longer. "Do you want to wake him up now or carry him in?"

"I. . . you know what I want to do. . . " A soft blush crosses his face. He wants to carry him as an excuse to have him that close to him. "But, he would probably get embarrassed and he won't have much time to wake up fully, so I should probably do it now. . . "

"Aww~ that's so cute!" I smile.

"Shut up and make out with Daichi." He rolls his eyes.

"Careful where you say that!!" I whisper-yell. "He could be close!"