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Satori Tendou (REQUEST)

Requested by andiegcarpio216

I don't know a whole lot about Tendou, but I'm trying. Also this is really short.

Tendou pov

Monster

The name rang in my head like a cracked bell and rattled around like a maraca without enough seeds so that it sounds more like a cicada.

Monster

I tried to never let it get to me. I would always laugh it off as if it were nothing.

Monster

I hid my true emotions, but I could only handle it for so long.

Monster

So long before I break.

Monster.

Before I break. . .

Monster

I'm almost to the restroom. . .

Monster

Just a couple more steps. . .

Monster

I stumble into the restroom, the door swinging shut behind me.

Monster

I can't breathe.

𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧

What's going on??

𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧

Am I dying?

𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧

I collapse into a ball with my back against the door to an empty stall.

𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙎𝙏𝙀𝙍

"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!" I scream, tears cascading down my face. "STOP IT!!!"

"Tendou? Is that you?" I lift my head to see a blur of white, (s/t), and (h/c). But I would recognize the voice anywhere.

"(L- L/n)?? Is that you??" He shifts to crouch in front of me, although I still can't see him.

"Yeah. . . Yeah, it's me. . . It's (L/n). . ."

There's a warmth on my hand that I realize is because of his two hands sandwiching it.

"I-. . . I-I. . . I- can't-. . . I can't. . . breathe. . . I can't breathe!" I wheeze out as best as I can. I start to panic more. Cry more. Think more. But breathe less.

Everything suddenly stops.

There's a pair of chapped, yet soft, lips against mine. I still can't breathe, but somehow it helps.

When he pulls away, I exhale deeply a few times. My breathing is back to normal.

"How. . . ?" I wipe the remainder of the years out of my eyes. "How did you know to do that. . . ?"

"I've had my fair share of panic attacks. . ." He sits cross legged in front of on the floor, but in a strange way. One leg is pulled way over the other one. "Hyperventilation is caused by breathing in too much and not breathing out enough, so. . . I figured. . . If I could stop you from breathing in. . . Maybe it would help?"

"It did. . . Thank you. . ." I look at him clearly now. "Um. . . Did that. . . mean anything. . . more? To you?"

A shade of red blossoms over his face. "Y-yeah. . ." He looks away.

I lean forward, reaching out to make him look at me again. He raises an eyebrow just before I kiss him again.

"Thank you. . ." I whisper. "For saving me. . ."

"Well. . . It's what any decent person would have done. . ." He scratches his arm.

"But you were the only one to come. . ." I take both of his hands. "Before I lose my confidence. . . will you go out with me?"

His eyes widen. "Li- like a. . . date??"

"Y-yeah. . . I guess so. . ." I chuckle nervously. "It's okay to say no, I just-"

I stop talking when he kisses my cheek. "I would love to."

I smile. "You. . . Mean it?"

"I mean it."

"Jeez, finally!" Semi walks in. "I came to check on you, but it looks like everything is under control. I swear if I had to be your love phychic one more week, I would have just told both of you."

"Wait, you ranted to him too??" We both look at each other.

"Yes, you both did. It drove me crazy. But is everything okay now?"

They both look to me.

"Yeah." I smile. "Everything is all good."