Stray Thoughts

The truth

When will the lies stop?
What about the tears?
I thought I was numb until you,
Showed me a new kind of pain.

Now I'm out of control,
Shattering even more,
How am I supposed to cope?
I just want to move on.

The voice is getting louder,
Temptation getting harder to resit,
I'm trying not to give in,
But I don't know why I'm fighting anymore.

I know I sound typical,
But my situation isn't normal
The words hurt,
And I still don't know why all this is happening.

Am I not a good daughter?
Why am I to blame?
So many questions,
Still no answers.

What will it take to get the truth?
What do I have to give,
To find out,
Why you cut me down?

~Again I know it's not that good but hey it's just a random thought and let me know if you can relate.~