Josh's Girl

All better, i guess💫

I was released from the hospital earlier this morning, it is now about 6am and I finally showered. I got out and Tyler was in my room, he was placing something on my bed then walked out without saying a word. I closed my door and got dressed. I put some gray Nike sweatpants with a white long sleeve shirt on, I then put my makeup on and straightened my hair. I walked over to my dresser and picked out some white socks and sat on my bed to put them on. As I put my second sock on I looked over to what was on my bed, it was a note and a monkey plush. I read the note:
             Nessa,
Thank you for being my best friend for a whole year. You have shown me happiness, joy, appreciation and love! I'm so glad you are up and moving and I hope you feel much better, my love. See you soon, and after we can get lunch. As always your lover and baby-boy
                                               Joshua
He is always so sweet to me, how did I get so lucky. I got downstairs and put my shoes on, I spent so long upstairs it was time to go. Madison, Tyler, Josh, Avani and I all went to addisons house. The cops were already there talking to Sheri( her mom) as we pulled in. Addison came out and was talking to the cops too. When she saw me she glared at me, but I mouthed "fuck you". She deserves it. We all walked up the driveway and Madison and I went up with the police to discus what is going to happen.
Officer: so Nessa you are given the choice of what she serves, the maximum she would serves is two years, the least would be 15 months of community service.
I really thought about this one, I didn't wanna be rude to her but she did poison me. Addison was looking at me with a sad look on her face, I don't care if she was acting I had made my mind up. I whispered it to Madison and she agreed.
Nessa: I choose 15 months of community service.
She looked at me with a surprised look, I knew in my heart I won't forgive her. But that doesn't mean I have to be disrespectful towards her.
Addison: I- th-thank you
She pulled me into a hug and I kinda just stood there, I didn't know what to do. But I hugged her back. She started crying into my shoulder, she apologized to me and I told her it was okay. She pulled away and I wiped her tears, I didn't want her to feel worse for what she has done. The cop gave us permission to leave while he finished up with Sheri. I hugged Madison and Tyler goodbye as me and Josh went out to lunch. When we felt back to my place we went to my room for a bit and cuddled. We ended up falling asleep and I woke up to Josh playing with my hair. I could tell he woke up just a bit ago because of his cute raspy voice.
Josh: hey
Nessa: hey
I giggled as I tried to get up, but he pulled me back down. He was holding my waist as he brought me closer towards him. His soft lips pressed against mine, he kissed me with passion, as did I. He bit my lip playfully and then let go. He went to my ear and whispered into it
Josh: we are still waiting
He pulled away and got up from my bed. He went to my closet and picked out one of my sweatshirts
Nessa: excuse me
I asked playfully, he pushed me to the bed and got on top of me
Josh: no, excuse me
He got off and helped me up. He took his sweatshirt off and put mine on. His body will always be perfect to me, no matter what others have to say. Since josh had always been skinny shamed, I always am the one to make him feel normal. His abs were each perfectly there along with his waist line.
Josh: I have to head home, but I love you Ness
He kissed my forehead and off he went. It made me sad he left so early but it was whatever. The rest of the day was pretty boring, I posted a video up to my YouTube, just a quick life update. I then went downstairs and watched some tv, whatever Tyler and Madison were watching.
Nessa: what are y'all watching
Madison: it's a cooking show it's called Nailed It
Tyler: it's really fucking funny
Madison looked at Tyler, she doesn't like when we say curse words but I think she's getting some what used to it. Although the show seemed really cool I figured I would go out for a walk.
Nessa: I'm going on a walk for a bit, text me if you need me!
I walked out and began on my walk. After a while it felt like I have been walking forever, according to my phone I've been walking for 2 hours. I looked over to see a pretty field of flowers, that's where I decided to stay for a bit. I walked towards the center of the field to where it had a cleared out seating area. It was so pretty. I looked around the small-ish area and found a really pretty rock, almost like a diamond. When I picked it up it was about the size of my hand. I put it on the bench by me and just relaxed, about half an hour went by and I decided to head home. It was really late and I was so tired but I had to keep pushing home. By the time I got there I was so tired I just went to bed instantly.

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