Josh's Girl

Positive💫

(Smut in this chapter)

Josh carried me up to our room, he began to lay down and go to bed. But I think he forgot about our promise. I got into some lingerie and put a robe on, I walked out to josh and took of my robe and climbed into bed.⚠️ I began to climb on top of him, he hugged onto me as I began kissing him. I kissed his neck down to his v-line. He let out small grunts and whispered to me.
Josh: Janessa Barrette, never letting go of a promise.
He rolled me over and pinned me down, now he's on top. He began to leave hickeys down my neck to my hips. I grabbed his waist as he started to grind against my body. The feeling felt so good, so well waited for. I got my bottoms off as I got his off as well. He had me flipped over as he lined up. He slowly inserted and began to go slow. I was grabbing the sheets as I was in enjoyment.
Nessa: J-Josh go f-faster
He did as I asked, I couldn't be quiet and I wasn't going to be. I waited till we were married for this moment and I wasn't about to be lame about it.
Josh: Nessa I'm gonna have to go, are we ready?
Nessa: y-yeah
Josh released into me and he pulled out. But I wasn't ready to be done, as tired as we both were I wasn't ready. I grabbed the tip and began to rub it to my clit. Josh slowly caught on as he spread my legs and inserted in. This time I just wanted slow moving, he was going back to giving me hickeys as I felt him stop and pull out. I went to sit up but was immediately pleasured back down as he began to eat me. He stuck his tongue in and began to move EVERYWHERE. I couldn't move I was in so much enjoyment, Josh could tell. He was giving it kisses and licks as if it was some sort of treat. I knew I was leaking but I felt josh licking.
Nessa: f-fuck you Josh R-richards
He finally stopped after like an hour and went to shower together.⚠️ I then went to the restroom and got ready for actual bed as did he. That night was so good. Now let's fast forward to about 6 weeks.
I woke up in the middle of the night to the feeling of nausea. I ran to the bathroom with josh right behind me, he held my hair back as I vomited into the toilet bowl. After a few long minutes I was done. I sat against the bathroom wall as josh went and got me a glass of water. He sat right by me and made sure I was alright. He put his hand on my cheek and turnt my head towards him.
Josh: look baby, whatever it is we can get through it together. I promise
He helped me back to bed as I layed down, I thought to myself over that it was probably just my period being weird and making me sick. It's happened now the past so maybe it's just coming back. I went back to sleep, Joshs arm over my body. The next morning I woke up early, I left Josh a note in the kitchen and went to the store. I walked in the store and went to grab the groceries I had written
Groceries
Muffins
Vegetables
Advil
Pasta
Mascara
I had began to go to the checkout as I remembered I was going to grab the Advil on my way back out the front. I grabbed the Advil as I looked over the next isle to the Pads/tampons. I looked in the middle and saw some pregnancy tests. I grabbed a box and put it in my basket. I went to self checkout and bagged up my groceries. I drove home shaking, what if I was pregnant. I arrived home and saw Josh in the living room. I walked over and gave him a hug and kiss and walked upstairs. I put my mascara and Advil into the bathroom storage and took the pregnancy test from the bag. I closed/locked the door and opened it. My hands were trembling opening the box and peeling the wrapper. I took the cap off the tip and did my business. I put the cap back on and placed it on the counter, wiped and then flushed the toilet. I put the test upside down so I couldn't see the results right away. I walked back downstairs to put away the groceries to see Josh already had. He kissed me again;
Josh: you do so much, I figured I'd do something for once
Nessa: awe that's so sweet baby, you do enough though. I promise
I took some stuff out along with some of the vegetables I bought and began to make dinner. I finished up and told Josh to eat without me. My stomach was hurting so much. Maybe I was cramping! Cramping? The test! I ran upstairs up to our bathroom. I began to breathe heavier.
Nessa: here goes nothing
I whispered. I flipped the test over and grabbed the box, looking at the result pictures.
"Two lines is positive, one line is negative"
I began to tremble as I picked up the test. I looked at the result area and saw a line.
Nessa: not pregnant, okay
I looked at the test one more time to make sure I didn't mess up before I toss it. I brought the stick closer to my face and squinted. Then it appeared. My heart skipped at least 200 beats, I felt my eyes tear up. I set the test down.
Nessa: I'm pregnant.

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