Josh's Girl

Baby girl(s)💫

It's now been four months since the accident, I was due in about 6 days! Josh and I were beyond exited!
Josh: good morning pretty lady
He kissed my head and got up to go shower. I went through my phone and looked through all sorts of different things. I felt the bed go down on Joshs side as I felt a cold nose touch my shoulder.
Nessa: Chanel!
I giggled and began to pet her silky fur. She has grown up so much already. I love her so so much. I got up to get ready, which has been yoga pants and big flowy shirts. I went to the bathroom and did my makeup/hair. I then put some low rise white vans on and went down the stairs, slowly but surely. I made us lunch and got some water with lemon. I waited for josh by looking on my phone. About 5 minutes later josh was down the stairs as well with Chanel.
Josh: babe as much as I appreciate it, you don't have to make me lunch. Let me make you lunch
He gave me a kiss on the cheek, prayed and began to eat. We finished lunch and josh offered to do the dishes. I turned him down and I began to do them but josh wasn't taking no for an answer. He reached over me and did the dishes. I gave up and let him do them. My stomach was hurting a lot so I made sure my hospital bag was packed. I put in on the dresser, easy to grab, and went to lay down. I know I passed out because I woke up with a puddle of liquid around me. I looked over and didn't see josh. I began to sit up slowly as I grabbed my phone and FaceTimed josh.
Josh: hey baby, good nap?
Good, he was downstairs.
Nessa: yeah but I think baby girl is ready to have one outside the womb.
He quickly understood what that meant and hung up, as soon as I knew it josh was up the stairs with the bag over his shoulder. He walked over and helped me down the stairs. We began to get in the car and drive to the hospital. Once on the way I called my doctor and told her it was time. Once I got there they took me back, got me in a gown and checked how far I was.
Nurse: 8cm
Josh tied my hair to a messy bun. He sat beside me the whole time, holding my hand. Although it was hard, we had a beautiful babygirl within an hour or so span.
Nurse: so do we have a name for the princess yet?
Me and josh had discussed a few but our favorites were: Julianna Rae Richards or Juliette Rose Richards. We looked at eachother and said it together.
Nessa and josh: Julianna Rae Richards
The nurse let us have our time with the baby before bed. Josh was holding her and being so sweet. I heard a knock on the door and I went to get it.
Nessa: hello-
Tyler and Madison: Nessa!
The whispered and gave me a light hug.
Madison: we don't have too long since the nurse wants us gone but we wanted to pop by and say hello and congrats.
She gave me a kiss on the forehead, Tyler gave me a hug and whispered in my ear.
Tyler: good job Ness
They walked out and josh and I went to bed. I couldn't wait for this adventure with my beautiful baby!
I was so happy I had my baby. Josh and I were so beyond blessed to have such a beautiful girl. Just to describe her, Julianna was 6 pounds exactly. She had dark hair and what looked to be blue eyes. The same blue eyes as josh. She was a beautiful tan peach tone with rosey lips. Our baby was perfect.
Josh: You know.. we need a nickname for her
Nessa: yeah but I don't want "Julie" I feel like it's so common
Josh: hmm what about Anna?
Nessa: oh that's cute baby
Anna was so precious as she slept the day away. The next day she was able to come home and see her room. Well she kind of can't see it that well but still. I fed her once we got home like the nurse said and put her to sleep. Josh and I also went to bed. Day one of being a mom, check.
(I'm lazy so 2 years later💫)
Today my baby turns 2 years old!! I couldn't believe it:( I had invited everyone over and we were going to have a huge party. Once everyone arrived I noticed Joshs phone blowing up. Like really fucking up. I asked him if I could unlock it and he said sure. I used my Face ID into it and went to see what was going on. I went to messages to see dozens of messages from a girl named "Taylor". I was so mad.
Nessa: what the fuck *i whispered*
I went to find Charli and brought her upstairs.
N: I went through his phone to see messages from a Taylor!?
C: I don't know a Taylor.. who the hell is that?
N: I don't even remember one from school either.. I don't wanna think he's cheating but
C: oh ness
She pulled me into a hug as I began to tear up. I heard little footsteps walk into the room as I heard Anna start calling my name.
Anna: mama! mama?
Charli: she's in here baby
I couldn't even talk. I was over the day but I couldn't show it, it was my kids birthday party for gosh sakes.
Nessa: I'm-im right here ba-baby
Anna ran over to me and hugged me. She could tell I was crying and wiped my tears.
Anna: mama don't cwy
I hugged her and pulled out my phone.
Nessa: baby lets go out front
Charli and Anna followed me as I asked Anna to step just barley in the street.
Nessa: Anna baby smile!!
Anna: cheese!!
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Birthday Baby🦋
avani: happy birthday my bebe🖤
charlidamelio: happy happy birthday hunney!!
joshrichards: 2 most important girls to me♥️
fan09: she's 2 already😭😭
Did josh really just comment that. I'm not stupid, I know damn well that I'm not important to him no more. I'm not gonna be a bitch about it though, I'm going to ask him about it. I walked outside to see josh drinking. What the hell drinking at our daughters birthday?!
Nessa: Joshua!
Everyone looked at me including him as he wobbled his way over to me.
Josh: ye- yes baby
Nessa: Josh come on
I wrapped his arm around my shoulder as I brought him upstairs. I didn't want to talk to him while he's intoxicated so I just made him nap.
Nessa: good night baby
I closed the door and went down to party myself. It might be better this way to be honest..
Anyways a while later the party ended and josh came downstairs as I was cleaning up. Anna was watching tv in the other room.
Josh: hey pretty lady
Nessa: hey
He went from behind me and hugged me. He knows that's something I love.. maybe he's doing into cover. Or maybe he's just being sweet? I asked to talk to him in the kitchen, that way Anna couldn't hear.
Nessa: baby I need you to be 100% honest. I'm not even going to get mad, I just want to know.
I grabbed his hands and looked down. I was about to tear up. He let go of one hand and tilted my chin back up gently- making me look into his eyes.
Josh: anything baby
I took a deep breath and just went straight out with the question.
Nessa: are you cheating on me?
He look genuinely shocked. He pulled me into a hug and played with my hair.
Josh: baby why would you think that?
Nessa: I-I don't know I saw your messages from Taylor and they looked so flirty.
At this point I was sobbing, I didn't know what to do with myself.
Josh: baby I know what it looks like but I can explain.
I looked him in the eyes as I could tell hot tears were falling off my face.
Nessa: c-can you-u Josh ca-n you rea-lly
He grabbed my arms tighter as he pointed outside to the patio. He brought Anna to bed and came back and sat down by me.
Josh: okay now I need you to please listen so I can explain this, okay?
I nodded.
Josh: back in my school days I hoed around before senior year. Well I lost my virginity to someone on a quick on to be cool around the guys. Well that someone sorta had a baby... that baby is now 5
I looked at josh and could tell he was disappointed in himself. I grabbed his hands, I don't care at this point. We are in this together.
Nessa: okay baby, but why were you texting her?
Josh: well you see she-
The doorbell rang and then I heard two honks and skid marks from tires. We rushed inside to the front door. Josh opened it slowly to see a little girl, one who looks almost exactly like Anna.
Little girl: are you my daddy?
She asked as she held her arms up.
Nessa: is this what you-
Josh: yeah...

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