Your the girl who was bullied out of school junior year, now that your back senior year, it's the dream life... even with the dream guy! On a adventure to the first day to your first baby!
⚠️(Bad language and smut)⚠️
So it's been a bit and we have moved in. We decided the two extra rooms in the house would be used as the kids "talent rooms". (No we don't have kids) here's a few pictures of the rooms:) Kitchen
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Our room
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We are in love with this house and I'm so glad we have been able to be here. After we unpacked the last of our things, it was around 11pm. I decided to make me and josh dinner and get some wine. I finished making the food and called josh down to eat. (He was in the shower) Josh: smells good baby He put his hands on my hips and kissed my head Nessa: thank you I put it in the table and prayed, it was our new thing to do since we were blessed with this house. We do it so we know never to take advantage of the blessing we get. After saying Amen we dug in to our food. Josh took his plate to the sink after I took mine and he went on his game in the family room. I went upstairs and took a shower. In the shower was my safe spot to think. I've been doing a lot of that lately. Thinking about us, our wedding, our future kids, our future together. I washed my body and went over my wrists with my loofah. I'm glad I stopped doing that to myself. I rinsed off and turned off the water. I walked into my closet and got some pajamas on. I went into our room and sat on the bed for a bit. Then Josh came in. Josh: you know what Nessa: what He began to climb on top of me Josh: we are in our own place now, why not try for our baby... He smirked at me as he laid down on me. As much as I want to, I at least want to wait till after our wedding so I don't have to worry about my dress and wedding fun. I hugged him Nessa: Joshhh you know as much as I want to we can't right now. I promise after our wedding we can. Josh: fine but that isn't gonna stops me from laying here. He put his face on my chest/stomach and laid there. I pulled the blanket around his waist and went to sleep. I woke up the next morning to him still laying on me. I stayed up and watched tv while playing with his hair. After about an hour he woke up. Josh: good morning babe He scooted up and gave me kisses. He's so sweet and to think I've been with this man for what seems like forever is amazing. He rolled over to his side of the bed and I got up, although he wasn't very found of that idea. He tackled me back to the bed and snuggled me. Josh: no your not leaving meeee Nessa: Josh I'm gonna have tooo Josh: 10 minutes. Nessa: okay He was with me for more then that, probably like an hour. But I don't care, as long as I'm with him I'm fine. I finally was able to get up and went downstairs to make breakfast. I made us each a smoothie and a piece of avocado toast. I called him down to eat and we did. After we finished we discussed wedding plans. I told him it was in a week and I need to get my dress still. I decided to go today and bring Charli. Charli: do you have an idea of what your going to get? Nessa: kinda not really... We pulled in and after about 3 hours of looking for dresses, I found the perfect one. I was feeling myself and took a photo:)
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After we picked out the dress charli and I went out to get Dunkin. We went back to our own houses and I kept my dress in my car. I know he would look if I brought it back in. Josh: awe no luck baby Nessa: nope He rubbed my shoulders and kissed my head. He must think I'm really bummed. I hugged him tight, as he did the same. Nessa: did you make dinner Josh: yes I did I got very exited, I was starving! Nessa: what did you make:) Josh: salad and some homemade bread He got the food out and served it. We prayed and kinda just re-did what we did yesterday. Well we were until we heard a knock downstairs. I got really scared because we live in a bigger neighborhood so it could be anyone. Josh held my hand as we went downstairs. He told me to go sit on the couch, closest to the door as he opened it. He opened the door slowly only to see a box on the porch. I came up behind him and grabbed the box. It was a bit heavy so I was carful with it as I brought it upstairs. Josh locked the door and followed me up the stairs. I placed the box on the floor and sat down by it. Nessa: what do you thinks in it Josh: is it heavy? Nessa: not more then 5 pounds for sure I really wanted to know what it was so I looked at josh, he nodded at me as my hands trembled. What if it was something really bad and I juts got my fingerprints all over it. The box was taped so josh ran down and got some scissors to cut the tape. I could've done it but I didn't have my wedding nails yet. I sliced the box open carefully and placed my hands on the box flaps. I breathed in deeply and exhaled as I opened the box. Inside the box was something in a cloth. Next to the cloth was a card. I took the card out first and read it..
