Josh's Girl

Oh..💫

I woke up to my phone blasting of alerts. Most of them were good but the rest were heart breaking. I went on Instagram, Twitter and tiktok all to see videos with me tagged. As I watched in tears I realized why I was tagged. It was a video of what looks to be Josh and another girl making out. I set my phone down as I laid back down. This can't be happening right now. My body was aching in pain, I wanted to scream but I couldn't. My voice wasn't there. I unlocked my phone and texted josh, just to check in.
Richards💍
Nessa
Like a good girlfriend I want to assume this isn't you. Please tell me it isn't baby...
I texted him and left my phone in my room and went downstairs to get breakfast. I walked into the kitchen to see Madison, I went up to her and just started crying. I cried intel I couldn't anymore. It hurt so much to think he could of done this.
Madison: you don't even know if he did Nessa, it's going to be okay... calm down.
She was right, maybe it wasn't him. I wasn't really hungry anymore so I just went back upstairs. I decided to shower so that way I gave him a little longer to answer, it was only 8am after all. In the shower I began to wash my hair, I realized the conditioner was out so I went under the sink and pulled out the bin that had all the stuff in there. I pulled it out and discovered the conditioner and the old blade ⚠️warning⚠️ i took them both with me back into the shower. I conditioned my hair and took the blade. It was still sharp, just like the old days. At first I only pressed it against my skin but then I had an urge to actually cut. I did two small/medium cuts and stoped. I can't believe I broke me and Tyler's promised. I went to set the blade down out of the shower as I slipped on some old conditioner. Then it was black.

Josh's pov
I woke up this morning to a bunch of stuff of me tagged in along with, 4 missed calls from Tyler, 2 from avani, 7 texts from Anthony, 9 calls and 2 voicemails from charli and a text from Nessa. I went in to Instagram and the first thing I saw was a video. I read the comments as I saw I was tagged along with Nessa and everyone who was contacting me. I tried calling Nessa back but she didn't answer. I even texted her that it wasn't me and sent her photos of me last night I had taken at that time. But she didn't answer. Fuck.
Madison's pov
I realized it's been about an hour since Nessa had went upstairs to shower. I never heard the water turn off.
Madison: Tyler! Check on Nessa!
Tyler: okay!
Tyler's pov
I had called josh 4 times, as much as I want to believe him I had to make sure. I heard someone go into the shower about and hour and a half ago and didn't think anything of it.
Madison: Tyler! Check on Nessa!
So it was Nessa...
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