HES GONE.

Family.......

*with 'Todoroki 'but like 3rd person"    

(a new POV? i could never!)

Midoriya was once again indulged in his own thoughts and had forgotten about the asymmetrical haired boy sitting on the bed in front of him. He didn't mind of course, he thought it was cute. Shoto had come to the conclusion a few weeks ago, that he was in fact gay and if not bisexual, as he couldn't deny that he had  felt attraction to boys in the past as well as the greenette (is that a word?) in front of him. 

He was pretty sure Midoriya was gay as well, and maybe even into some type of kinky or 'pedo' type shit? ( god forgive me, I know exactly what i'm doing and it hurts) He'd seen how intently Midoriya had stared into Sir Nighteyes eyes. His eyes sparked with lust and Shoto could see a slight blush, it was faint and would've looked like a natural skin pigment mutation due to the weather up close, but from far away you could see the colour slowly intrude the smaller boys cheeks with a faded peach colour.

It was no secret to Todoroki that he had a'big gay' crush on the green haired boy sitting in front of him, the beautiful greenette, in his words, was probably the best thing to walk into his life. He often thought about the chances of him and Midoriya becoming an 'item.' Even though the small and seemingly sweet boy had been kind to him, he hadn't at first and that constantly haunted him. 

What if he was secretly holding a grudge and was going to lift the subject when he least expected it? He was insecure, hell! This was the touchiest subject he could of ever thought of, However there were some good chances that would help his tense muscles relax a little and slump back slightly as he thought of them. 

He didn't have much experience in proper  love, he'd only ever experienced broken love, abusive love, feelings far from actual love. His life felt like a theatre. He and his family stood on stage pretending to be a happy family. They pretended that they once had actually loved each other, they pretended that they had once actually smiled together, that they had once hugged with content and joy, that they hugged for no reason, simply to embrace the others warmth. 

That they actually once were a family....

Todoroki had made his mind up along time ago, long before he had met Midoriya. He never wanted to hurt someone as much as his father had, he wanted to be a hero that made people smile, that made them laugh when needed or unnecessarily. He knew how much relationships and love in general faded if it was forced and unnatural. As much as he wanted to date Midoriya and be his one and only, if he rejected him, so be it. He wasn't going to have any chance of possible kids in the future experiencing any part of his traumatic childhood, even if that meant giving up on Midoriya. He'd also decide when he got a house by himself he'd order a non metal kettle. Or maybe one with a passcode only I know? Perhaps a hot water tank instead?  There were so many possibilities-

Either one was better than m o t h e r s c h o i c e.

word count~ 572

I'm sorry, that was dark asf. Rei is actually one of my favourites characters lmao. Also just realised how kinda angsty that was for Todoroki meanwhile Deku out here being gay asf for icy hot, whilst making unneeded angst. notice how it was gay but not? :D

I had fun writing this lol. Next chapter is gonna be a lil' short, sorry :( I have a small plan for the book now so changes have been made lmao :0

I also want to make the book angsty at some points, so tell me how I did with that small shot of sad boi Todoroki :D

and I swear on my tacos that I wont make dekuxsirnighteye smuts because n o.

unless-

nah jkjk I wont do that...

unless you want me too that is-

-Author :p ~