HES GONE.

Lost in Thought......

*Deku's POV~

As we sat down on my bed surrounded by my many All Might posters and figurines, I made sure to warn Todoroki not to move or touch any of my All Might merchandise as they were special and delicate. I've even spent a few weeks creating some of the figurines that were on my nightstand from scratch. I was really proud of them and it was like my bedroom was a show of proof that I really was serious about wanting to become a hero.

That and that fact I had basically all of All Might's Merchandise. I had shirts, hoodies, pajamas, underwear, (don't ask where I got them from) vests, jackets, bras, they're in case I decide I want to switch genders or make cross-dressing a small hobby in the future and they run out of bras in the stores, just in case.

I also have an assorted collection of socks, gloves and different homemade accessories my mum helped me make before I enrolled at UA. Something I'm not proud of is my height though. Like I haven't grown so much as a centimetre since the 3rd grade, I'm 16 and I'm still 5'5! ( I looked that up. I'm so committed, are you proud of me yet?)

*Third Person but With Deku~

At some point in time Izuku's thought's trailed off and he hit the subject of the boy in front of him, the gorgeous, half hot, half cold boy in front of him.( this feels so cringey, i swear, how do people write romance novels lmao) He had liked Shoto ever since he had first met him, despite his coldness he knew deep down he was soft and had succeeded in breaking down those walls partially already. He let himself get lost in his thoughts of the boy in front of him.

He thought about the boys past. He knew it had to be a least a little dark. (oh honey, a lot more than a little bitch. We talking bout daddy issues and cold soba)   He had already decided that he wanted to the boy get over his past and he knew it had something to do with Endeavor, from Todoroki's actions his mother, Rei was precious to him so he didn't have to murder her-

Midoriya shook the thought of sticking a knife down Endeavor's throat out of his mind, he didn't need to kill someone, he'd only decide to kill someone if it seemed necessary. ( define necessary mido ) 

Midoriya trailed off the topic of Endeavor,  no, he trailed off the topic of the roach and decided to highlight the icy hot boys best features. Obviously there were no best features, he was perfect, so just decided to outline them in detail...

He loved how the boys hair fell in front of his face but still kept leeway for his eyes to peep out. His pale skin complemented the fiery red burn mark on his left side, he was able to talk freely about the boys scar as Shoto had opened up to him so he knew the origin of the scar, but also because he liked the scar. It complimented the boys skin and highlighted the blue shining in his dull eyes. 

To Midoriya his personality wasn't as built up as he portrayed. Yes, he was cold and usually emotionless, he wouldn't involve himself In conflict, but to Midoriya, he knew that deep down, Shoto would have wanted to say something in different matters, Share his opinion in things and help out. He knew that somehow, he was gonna break down that boys walls. 

Midoriya wanted to show the boy what true happiness felt like and that he could smile freely and nonchalantly in front of him. He wanted the boy to know that he was there for him even though he hadn't know the other male for long. He knew that deep in his heart, he was like any other kid and he wouldn't stop trying until the boy showed him a genuine smile, one that had been hidden for years.

He wouldn't stop till the boy felt comfortable embracing others warmth for no reason at all. He wanted the boy to have the same sparks of determination and hope to become a hero. he wanted the boy to be comfortable and for that he had to take it slow. He had to break down those walls even if it took a lifetime. The boy should be happy no matter what circumstance. Feeling wanted in a world of fear, terror and hate is hard but it wasn't a privilege.

It was a right. 

word count~ 785

Aren't I cool finishing with some 'wholesome-ish' Angst :)

I don't even know what angst is well enough to know how to write it, so if its bad look at my sleep deprived and dehydrated self. 

Online school started today! Hope y'all are doing okay with the Corona Virus and stuff :)

-Author~ :p