𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐀'𝐒 𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁

XIV

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"Who's Dreia?" I knitted my arched eyebrows together, nothing but blog sites boasting about her and I was honestly getting more irritated with this bitch and I never met her. But she had a lot to say about me, and I know the shaderoom was waiting on me to clap back but I don't do that shit.

I could never give a hating ass bitch my energy but I was gone find out who the hell she was.

"Huh?" He turned to face me with an eyebrow raised. "We don't speak on the dead,"

"She sure as hell ain't dead, very much alive and she's making tweets and throwing shade about your 'new girl' and how I boost her self esteem," I scoffed and went to her profile picture, a Latina female with a pretty face and a shitty personality. The fuck was he doing with her?

"Sounds like you need to get off social media baby," he chuckled deeply. "That shit will drive you crazy, and don't worry about her she's not you,"

"You two were dating?" I twisted my lips to the side and hoped for an actual answer, I was nosy what can I say.

He let out a deep sigh and got into the bed and looked over to me. "Yeah, we dated for a few years. We grew out of our love for each other, should be no bad blood between us. I guess she's just jealous, let her think what she want. We too grown for the social media games, she'll be aight,"

He gazed into my eyes and of course I was melting on the inside but I would never let him know that. His eyes were heat and my body was a few cups of caramel in a hot pot. I was more infatuated with the look he gave me than anything, he had a way of making a girl wet without even trying.

"Mmm, okay," I breathed out and locked my phone.

"We need to be going to sleep we gotta get back tomorrow," Kilante looked over to me and bit down on his lip. He rested his index finger under my chin and pulled me in for a kiss.

I closed my eyes and felt him peck my lips more than once and kept the TV on, cause he knew I needed background noise to sleep.

Our trip was about a few days, more dinners and we also attended a fashion show. I wasn't too familiar with Killa's clothing line but he continued to surprise me. Everything was so professional and so was he. I wonder where this hood side comes from, this was probably his way of covering it up. He was pretty sneaky, I saw how he moved and it seemed clever but he was beginning to get sloppy.

I tried not to study him too closely though he figured I was being suspicious. Yeah, my feelings for him are more so based on getting away from him. I thought he was handsome and I do like him but I would rather be on my own, I don't like being under people for too long.

And I also think we may have moved too fast into all of this and we're grown but I felt a rush in all this. Maybe it was lust but I know for a fact it's too soon to put labels on anything. And I'm glad we're not tying one another down because I don't wanna be smothered by him.

"You think we moved too fast?" I asked him, looking down to the sheets. "I know we're not dating or anything but it seems like we didn't even get to know each other, things just so happened to turn into something it wasn't meant to. I don't know what I'm feeling but this is just so strange to me. You get what I'm tryna say?"

His eyebrows began to raise, he tilted his head side to side possibly coming up with an answer. I actually wanted to hear his side of things, this whole thing was just strange and I don't understand why we're so infatuated with one another.

He gives me a feeling of fire, this urge of passion that I've been waiting for. My life has always been plain, like vanilla. No real purpose or feeling inside my body other than this empty feeling.

I'm not in love.

I don't feel that for him but what I am feeling is something I've never felt before. He just makes me feel more motivated and I don't know if that's what I'm more attracted or his physique. But everything about this man, down to his intelligence is attractive.

"I think that we did, not gone lie to you. But we both feel the same way so I don't see anything wrong with it. And I'll take time out get to know you more, take you out, and spend my free time with you," He spoke with his hands and kept his vision on me. "I don't make mistakes, trust me,"

If only he could hear me squealing on the inside. And I guess I was in my head too much but I didn't known how to get out of it.

I exhaled all the air in my lungs.

"Okay," I said, and it was all I could say. He was so attractive it made me nervous. "Well, goodnight,"

"Night," he said in a firm tone, lowering his body into the mattress and turned on his side. I guess he's not holding me tonight, I always gotta say something. And maybe it isn't that, I probably got him thinking cause that's all I've been doing.

"Killa?" I said in a low tone.

"Yes?" His husky voice growled, it was the calmest I ever heard his voice.

"Can you hold me?" I pressed my lips together.

"Cmere," he turned facing me and extending his arm out to me. I gladly scooted my body toward his chest. His gentle hands began to glide up and down my arm giving me chills, he had the sweetest touch.

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k we got a filler in, ima see if I can push another update tonight lol. hope y'all enjoyed this chapter.