I have the lyrics done now I just have to sing it and let it all out maybe this will help. He has a new girlfriend so this how I will cope.I grabbed the Guitar he got me after he taught me in the theater that morning. I don't have any other one to do this with. I have to use his.
Okay here goes nothing
"Tearing her apart like cutting her down
To make you miss my wretched heart
But she's beautiful, she looks kind
She probably gives you butterfliesI hope you're happy but not like how you were with me
I'm selfish, I know, I can't let you go
So find someone great but don't find no one better
I hope you're happy but don't be happier ooh ooh ooh ohhh ahhh ahhh"I start to break down crying. Then my door opens before I can control my tears.
I see Giselle!
"Get out!"
"Nina Im so so sorry" she said looking actually genuine."I'm sorry for being stupid. I sorry for thinking that making your heartbreak was going to heal mine but no it's not. I need to stop living in the past and thinking about my future. I need to actually focus on my self and not some boy that never ever is going to like me. I'm sorry for making you break up with Ricky. I'm sorry that I'm causing you to cry. And have you wear his hoodie because it makes you feel safe" she said actually genuine. Her eyes watering.
She kneeled in front of me.
"I'm your big sister and I should act like it. I'm sorry for never acting like yours and Camilas big sister. All I did was hurt you guys. I sorry for my actions that caused you all this pain. I'm here to tell you right now. You go run and run to him. And tell him you love him. Cause I promise you he's going to say it back." She told me giving me a hug then walking out the room.
Did she hear me sing the song. And then ball my eyes out. At least I can get Ricky back I can get a smile on my face.
My eyes still running of tears.
I have to start packing for the convention. Thank god the trip gives us a day off of school tomorrow since we have to be on a bus overnight.
I hope I'm sitting next to Gina.
But she probably going to want to sit next to E.J
So I'm probably going to sit with Gregory which is fine since we're good friends.I packed a suitcase. With 3 day worth of clothes. One for the actual convention where I'm going to wear a black turtle neck and greenand white striped that is like a coat in a way. And matching pants.
I then have one for day 2 of the convention which I'm bring is a black top and sweatpants. Since I was going to wear Gabriella clothes through the day since we would actually perform that day. It doesn't make sense at all.
Day 3 I have a red skirt and a white top and some black markings on it. With a denim jacket. That's for a night on the town. That me and Gina are having we have never been to New York I'm so excited.
I put in a pink fluffy jacket and some joggers and some tank tops and crop tops for sleep. The I put my toiletries and I put my makeup in the front zipper along with my curling iron and hair straightener.
I grabbed a carry on bang I put I charging wire, some headphones, a neck pillow, and a blanket.
I then laid out the outfit in going to chandelier into quickly before we get in the bus.
I'm going to text Kourt and Gina. To see if I should bring face masks. Is ashlyn staying in are room I don't know?
Ahh I'm so excited. I put all my bags together and took them downstairs. And headed to the kitchen. I'm going to make mac and cheese.
I started to boil the water I heard footsteps behind me. I turn to see Camila.
"Hey what are you making?" She asked rubbing her eyes probably woke up from a nap.
"Some mac and cheese"
She nodded and grabbed plates. I put the pasta in the pot. Then I grabbed some glasses."I'm going to make lemonade" I told her
"Oh yeah make it a little more sweet this time cause last time it was really sour"I nodded
"Why are you so tired?" I asked while I put water in the pitcher.
"Me and Issac fell dead asleep. And know I feel loopy" she said throwing her hair in a bun.
"Wait so is Issac asleep right now?" I asked
"Yeah he knocked out" she said rubbing her face trying to wake up. I put the powder in for the lemonade.I started to stir. I heard footsteps come down the stairs.
"Ou what are you making" Giselle said leaning against the counter.
"I'm making some mac and cheese with some lemonade"
She nodded and sat at the bar stool"When are my moms getting back from the business trip?" Camila asked
I shrugged my shoulders as I put the chess powder in the pot.
"Uhm I think tonight or tomorrow early morning" Giselle told her. It feels nice to get along with her again. Like weight lifted of my shoulders.
"Oh Camila I wrote a song today I need to show you it once this is done" I said
"Why don't you show it to me?" Giselle asked
"Cause you kinda already heard it" I told her"No I just heard something else and I got concerned"
"Fine I play it in the living room right after we eat" I said while stirring the pot.When it was done I served the three plates and a fourth one of Issac wanted some.
I ran to my room and grabbed the guitar.
"Okay you guys ready?"
They nodded enthusiasticallyI started to strumming
Tearing her apart like cutting her down
To make you miss my wretched heartBut she's beautiful, she looks kind
She probably gives you butterfliesI'm selfish, I know, I can't let you go
So find someone great but don't find no one betterI hope you're happy but don't be happier ooh ooh ooh ohhh ahhh ahhh
"Shit Neens" Camila said
"Yeah damm" Giselle said"Is this about Ricky and Kennedy?" Camila asked
"No comment" I said grabbing the gutiar and bringing upstairs to my room. I fell on my bed. I softly fell asleep.I didn't hear the rocks hitting my window
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Ahhhhhh
I'm so excitedAhhhhhhhhhh
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One Night Stand~Rini
Fanfic➪ in which nini and her sister, camila , go to a party and get blackout drunk. nini wakes up in the arms of a stranger while she has a boyfriend this book is fade to black not completely closed door! i do not own the characters or the show just the...