One Night Stand~Rini

Part 2-Chapter 20~ The Revenge

Rickys pov

It has been three month's since I have last talk to her..

The last time we talked in the auditorium. We talked she forgave me but she didn't want to be with me. I dropped out out of the musical even though Ms. Jenn begged for me to stay. But I couldn't look at her face. Without falling in love with her.

She yelled at me. Said she wished she never meet me. That she regretted that night so much. But I fell for her I fell for her trick. I been under her spell.

This is why I don't bring people in. This is why I didn't date. But my mind wanted her. And I gave in. I gave so in. I fell under her spell. Like a lab rat. I grew a bond with her family. She met my mom and my dad. Well kinda. I met her Moms. I would hangout with her sister. I was Camilla support system. She always vented to me about guys and why all the guys that dated her just did to get with her sisters.

And now that is taken away from me. Every time I drive home from school I always take the long way. Just to pass by her house to see if shes getting home too. And every time she is outside but she has the brightest smile on her face that makes my heart break more and more.

She happy and doesn't care that she broke my heart in to multiply pieces. Every time I'm at school look at her and stare at her. But she never meets my eyes. All she does is laugh and Talk to Kourtney,E.J, Gina, Ashlyn and Big Red. MY FRIENDS. I talk to E.J,Gina, And Big Red but I distance myself from them a lot cause it doesn't feel right to laugh at a joke when it doesn't make me feel happy and giddy inside. Or to smile when I don't feel like smiling.

"Ricky..RICKY...RICHARD BOWEN" Gina said screaming to me taking me out of my thoughts.

"WHAT do you want?" I said putting my gaze back on Nini. She was wearing a black and white stripped shirt that was tied in the front with some black jean shorts with black vans and her hair down. And no makeup on just chapstick.

"Maybe you should stop staring at Nini and actually think about yourself. And take a shower. You smell" Gina sayer to me.

"Yeah man clean yourself up. You need to focus on yourself for a while. Your making your self sick" E.J told me

"I don't want to. All I want to do is make sure she okay at all times" I said running fingers though my hair. Then I thought of how she would do that every time we hugged or kissed.

"Everything I do reminds me of her. I remember her smell on my jacket. The hoodie she stole from me. The damm way she put her fingers in my hair. It's like ever part of my body and my house my room just reminds me of her and I can't get it out of my damm mind because I don't want to! I don't want to forget about her cause she's the only person in my life that made me feel love! I don't want to because I love her and I don't even know if she loved me back!" I snapped I let out all my emotions. Why does that feel so relaxing? Like I feel like I lost so many pounds. Like I was carrying boulders up a hill and I just dropped them.

Gina and E.J looked shocked. I never let out my emotions out like that in front of them. I turned to see nini staring at me. We locked eyes. She heard everything I just said. She just found out that I love her. I saw her eyes watering. She then ran away running somewhere. I wanted to chase her but then I realized that she was just going to hurt me again I instead I ran to my locker and grabber my coat and keys and left the school and got to my car. And then drove "home"

I pulled in the drive way and walked up to the door and opened it to see the house the way it was. When I left. I went up to the closet and grabbed some towels. First step take a shower.

I took my shower and just relaxed. I realized I did smell. Maybe Gina was right about something for once.

Second step get rid of anything that is hers. I looked in her drawer that's in my dresser. Grabbed the hoodie she gave me when I slept over.

Third step get rid of the pictures. I looked in my folder on my phone named "Nini♥️" I deleted the whole thing.

Fourth step deliver everything to her house. I got back in my car. And drove to her house. And put all the things in a box and write Nini.

And then I placed it on her front porch. Then I drove away. Final step don't even think about her or get a rebound. Hmmm. Now that's one I have to think about. It would be a late rebound. And it have to be someone who can distract me very good. Hmmm what about Kennedy. I think she's Camila friend they are like sisters. I think Kennedy will be a very good choice.

Or is that really messed up. It's not like she cares she been talking to that Liam dude. Or he's been flirting with her. I don't know and I don't care. I made out with Kennedy before she was okay. She told the whole school we had sex in a classroom though. I don't really care I just need a distraction. I need it now.

But Is this an asshole move? Probably. Should I still do it? I want to. But then she will literally hate my soul. Why do I care what she thinks? Cause you love her.

Ugh I just want to go up to her and just kiss her. In till my lips feel used. This sucks is Kennedy a low move yes. But she all ready flirting even if she doesn't consider it flirting it is. She lets them touch her. That's flirting. Ugh stop thinking about her Ricky.

How am supposed to if that's all I can think of this sucks.

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Well i one said breaking up was easy Bowen. I'm am going to take the most smallest pause on this book just to get some chapters written. Then I could focus on the new one. And Im going to edit the first part. So all the spelling mistakes will be gone. Thank god cause they bother me so much.

Okay that's all ahhh.