A LETTER FROM ME TO YOU (JENLISA)

LETTER XIII

*JENNIE*

2 weeks.

Two weeks, I have suffered from that incident where I caught myself completely drawn by desire and lust.

two weeks dozing off from my work, the images where I touched myself keeps on repeating inside my head that I couldn't manage to focus on my job.

Her.

Lisa.

A stranger. A soldier.

My destruction.

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"Jennie, Hey.. you okay?" Irene asked, tapping my shoulder with her hand.

"U-uh.. Y-yeah, just thinking a new idea for the upcoming project." I warmly smiled.

Deep inside.

Fuck you Lisa.

"And Jennie, may I remind you about the meeting at the conference room. 2 pm sharp. Our manager said that the team will be having another project." She added.

"okay. I'll see you later Irene." I waved my hand as she went towards the other room of the office.

God. What the hell am I doing? Spacing out and wasting my damn time thinking about some nonsense woman who did nothing but disturb my peaceful life.

In the first place, it's your own fault Jennie. If you didn't read her letters in the beginning. You wouldn't be affected so much by her, you wouldn't be on this kind of disheveled state, and you wouldn't fall for her.

As much as I wanted to hate myself, I can't. I was too damn distracted by the soldier. Distracted by my own feelings.

When the clock hits 2, I proceeded on the conference room. Inside, I noticed that almost all of the member of the team was already at their own seat. While our manager was still nowhere to be found. Sitting on an empty chair, Irene came holding a few piles of folders. Behind her was Mr. Yang.

"Today, I have a news for the team. The CEO entrusted us another responsibility to be held, a new project as you can see..." He clasped his hands as he proceeded on talking.

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It was already past 10 pm when I came home, my two dogs Kai and Kuma warmly welcomed me inside the house. it's been two weeks, and I haven't read nor touch the letters sent by Lisa.

I was too irritated.

I hated her, as much as I like her.