ANOTHER UPDATE!!! CAUSE I'M BORED 😂😂
Zayn's pov:
After i stepped out the shower i wore my new minions boxers and took the hair dryer drying my wet hair.
My hair is getting longer and softer that's because i didn't dye it in a while now and i'm too lazy to walk to the barber shop next door.
I kept messing with my hair trying to fix it until i noticed something.
My hair is getting a bit curly, i touched it feeling my long raven curly locks.
I remember when i said that i wanted to have curly hair just like HIM ,the irony.
I smiled bitterly in the mirror putting on a beanie on my head.
Yeah i'm gonna cut my hair soon.
I walked to the kitchen making a cup of coffee for myself.
If GiGi was here she would be the one to make it for me but she isn't here anymore.
No we didn't break up, but we're taking some time apart from each other, she went to paris for a fashion show this week.
I still remember the day i told her that i was in love with someone else, i really felt bad doing that to her but i had to be honest with her.
She deserves someone better than me and it's not right for me to lie to her anymore.
Yes i love her but here is the thing.
I can't love her more than HIM, i just can't, i tried but he is always gonna be that person that makes me step away and take some minutes to rethink my whole life decisions and i can't see my future without HIM in it.
I can't move on, i'm stuck on this stupid page even though I wanna read a whole new book.
She cried that day and locked her self up in my room.
After a while she came out of my room and kissed me like nothing happened, like i didn't just tell her that i love someone else.
She said she still loves me and she gonna make me fall in love with her again and forget about the other person, she said we can make it work together and that we're just drifting apart because she is always away.
I still love her though she said she'll work on our relationship and win my heart back and she isn't giving up on us anytime soon.
So i agreed
I mean maybe i can finally forget HIM, move on and be happy with her who knows.
He moved on already, i'm the only one who's stuck here, gigi is my friend after all, we can try.
We are still the perfect couple to the public eye but she isn't living with me anymore, she is giving me my space to get my shit together.
She always comes to check on me though when she isn't busy modeling and i sometimes call asking about her and making sure she is doing well.
Sometimes when she comes to my house we would hang out just like we used to, sometime we kiss, i mean i'm still her boyfriend and we're taking it slow now trying to work it out.
She would sometimes take some pictures of us so she could post them on her Instagram.
After all the promo relationship is still going on and to the public eyes we're in love like we always were and nothing wrong happened.
I really miss my mom ,I haven't been to Bradford for sometime now.
Let's say the last time i was there i did something i thought i would never be brave enough to do.
I told them about HIM.
Okay guys so ZAYN told his family about HARRY 😱
How do you think they reacted? 👀
And what do you think about the Zigi situation ? 😐
Today's question: what's your favorite song at the moment? 😍
Mine are heartless and blinding lights by the weeknd 😎
Love you all so much, please don't forget to vote and comment.😘
