chapter 1: just let me talk

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  It's was another normal boring day when Zayn's alarm clock went off at 9 am waking him up from his deep sleep.

  He groaned and slapped the alarm clock making it fall to the ground, he didn't sleep well and his head hurts like hell....the vodka he drunk yesterday only made it worst.

  He couldn't sleep last night......he missed HIM.....a bit......well a lot really but he would never admit it to himself.

  He won't call him....not again, he tried to be the first one to break the ice between them and act mature after he left the band, he really tried, he called HIM didn't he? he called HIM multiple times.

  He tried to reach out to HIM in every possible way, he even emailed HIM which is stupid in Zayn's opinion cause his phone rang when Zayn called HIM but he never picked up his calls or called back.

  That's because he DIDN'T WANT TO pick up the phone, he saw the name on the screen but he chosed to ignore it.

  He didn't care, Zayn's heart broke into tiny pieces that day cause Harry really didn't care about him anymore.

  Maybe he never really did and Zayn was a fool thinking that what they had was real, that maybe it would last, at least that what he thought but apparently he was the only one in the relationship who thought so.

  He looked really happy after the hiatus though, he has a girlfriend now shawmile or whatever her name is, he is making his own music and touring around the world.

  He even cut his hair, that's was a bold move if you ask Zayn cause he always said that he loved his long hair.

  Well he said he loved Zayn as well but he didn't hesitate to cut him out of his life now didn't he?

  He looks different now but gorgeous nevertheless, he looks mature but when he smiles he is just a little baby.

  The same Harry Zayn got to know while in band, the sweet clumsy Harry who would always make Zayn smile and dance.

  The one who was called a womeniser for being the charming nice person he is.

  Zayn took it upon himself to defend him and protect him at any cost, he didn't realize that he was falling for the boy.

  Maybe he did but he didn't know what to do.

  Looking at him now, He doesn't need Zayn's protection anymore.....in fact he doesn't NEED ZAYN anymore.

  He moved on, that's what Zayn's brain told him but his heart kept reminding him of the way Harry sang girl crush on stage putting all his emotions in that song, the pain, the jalousie......and the love.

  Zayn shook his head, it's been more than 2 years now since he left the band, he stopped keeping up with HIM the moment he heard about his new relationship, he avoided anything related to HIM.

  He doesn't even care anymore.

  Zayn got up from his bed pulling a cigarette from his jacket and lighting it up.

  He took a deep inhale feeling the smoke warming his chest up and reducing his stress.

  He opened the window watching the grey sky, a hideous storm is coming this week, the news channels been warning the citizens from leaving their houses.

  Zayn smirked, being an Introverted person it would be just another normal day in his small house.

  He flicked the cigarette out the window and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

  He didn't have to take his clothes off cause he was already butt naked.

Okay guys what do you think about this story?

How do you think Z and H will meet again?

And don't worry they'll meet again soon, i'm just trying to build up the story plot and show their relationship status.

I'm so excited to start this book.

Today's question: where are you from?

I'm from algeria (north Africa)😘

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And stay safe guys😘

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