The last time Zayn went to his home in Bradford things didn't go that well and let's just say he said some things he didn't mean to say.
*START OF FLASHBACK*
Zayn's pov:
It all happened when i heard that Harry was dating cawmile and i got pissed off when safaa kept asking me about me and gigi and why she wasn't here with me.
I might or might not intended to say the truth but i were fed up with everything and i couldn't take it anymore.
I slammed my hands on the table feeling angry "IT'S BECAUSE I LOVE SOMEONE ELSE OKAY!!!? AND THAT SOMEONE ELSE IS A GUY NOT A GIRL, A GOD DAMN GUY AND I'M TIRED OF HIDING THIS AND ACTING ALL HAPPY FOR THE SAKE OF EVERYONE'S HAPPINESS WHILE I'M DYING FROM THE INSIDE!!!"
They all gasped, doniya eyes went wide dropping her spoon on the table, mom almost fainted and dad was just sitting on his chair, his face pale looking like he just saw a ghost.
To my surprise waliyha just smirked at me and kept eating and safaa was looking at me unfazed.
I stormed out the kitchen with wide eyes, i can't believe i just told my family that i love a guy.
my heart was pounding in my chest so fast and i can hear it in my ears, oh no i'm having a panic attack.
I couldn't breathe normally and my vision went blurry, tears falling down my cheeks, i fell to the ground on my knees ,my hand on my chest.
all i heard after that was mom screaming then everyone was standing around me.
Doniya held my face in her hands saying something to me but i didn't hear anything i just felt numb and then everything went black.
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I woke up in my bed still feeling numb and the first thing i saw was mom crying next to him.
"Mom" I said trying to sit up a bit .
"Sonshine my baby are you okay?" She said kissing my forhead.
"I'm fine mom just another panic attack" I said sighing and wiping her tears.
I looked at the floor "are you mad at me?"
She smiled at me taking my face in her soft hands "of course not sonshine, i love you so much Zayn, i didn't expect you to say all that but nevertheless i'm not mad at all, i'm even kinda happy you told us the truth, i somehow knew you and gigi weren't really in love, at least you weren't, i'm sorry i didn't do anything soon, i just thought i was imagining stuff"
I smiled hugging her tight, she was always by my side loving me and supporting me no matter what.
"So tell me who's the lucky man? Do i know him?" She asked excitedly and i chuckled.
"Yeah pretty much, you even like him i think" She frowned her eyebrows "and who that might be?" I looked down avoiding looking in her eyes.
"H-Harreh" I said feeling embarrassed.
She kept looking at me confused for sometime "Wait.....Harry as in Harry Styles???" she said with wide eyes.
I nodded my head "Oh i didn't expect that..... At all" She kept quiet for sometime.
"mom please say something" I said ready to start crying and maybe bury a grave and just die.
