Worrying about Remus

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*Remus's P.O.V*

"I don't know I might just go to library to return my book then go to bed"

"Bed? Are feeling ok"

"Yea just a little dizzy and hurt"

"Oh ok if you need me the map is in James top draw"

"Ok thanks"

With that Sirius went to the lake and I headed to the library I put the book I was reading and a few other of the books I had took away then headed back to the dorms but thinking about Sirius again I didn't want to ruin his fun with the others so I thought to keep myself calm while I sleep I'll go to bed in Sirius's bed I'm sure he'll understand so I climbed into his bed and fell asleep to the calming smell of him.

*Sirius's P.O.V*

As I walked down to the lake to meet with the gang I was thinking and hoping just hoping Remus had gone to my bed to sleep I don't know why I just slightly hoped when I got to the lake I saw everyone else was already there.

"Hey everyone"

"Hey Sirius where's Remus"

"Oh he went to lie down he wasn't feeling to good with the full moon coming"

"Poor Moony I feel bad for him"

"I think we all do but can you too change yet"

They both replied with a shaking head ever since last year when we found out Remus was a werewolf we had tried to turn our selfs into our animagus forms so we could go with him on full moon so he wasn't lonely I had the hang of it half way through last year.

"Ok so I'm still the only one going with him"

"Yep Sorry"

"Sorry mate but yes"

After discussing that we just sat by the trees and talked to each other I got lost in thought though and I must have made it obvious that I was pretty sad on my face because lily was asking if I was ok.

"You ok Sirius you look lost in thought"

"Fine thanks lily just worried about Remus"

"I know it's more than that please tell us what's wrong"

"I told except for Remus I'm fine"

"Calm down and if you were fine you wouldn't call him Remus"

"Oh so that's how you can tell when I'm stressed I call you by your proper names"

"Yes now calm down and breathe"

"Ok"

"Why don't you go check on him then you can meet us in the hall for lunch"

"Yeah ok I'll go check on him"

I got up and walked away I knew lily was right the only way I know I'll calm is if I'm with Remus so I headed up to the gryffindor dorms and quietly walked in not know if he was still asleep when I look over to his bed he isn't there so I hope he's in my bed I walk over and see that he is he's curled up in a ball under the covers holding one of my pillows he's so cute I thought trying not to wake him I curl up next to him and fall asleep.

A few hours later I woke to see Remus looking at me.

"Hey you feel any better"

"Yes thank you are you ok"

"I'm fine"

"So when did you come up"

"A few hours ago I started worrying and I couldn't calm down so lily told me just to breathe and to come up and check on you but I didn't want to wake you so I just curled up next to you though I am surprised they left us alone I was supposed to bring you down for lunch"

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