Will you be my friend, Gon?

ocho 🪐

"That thing, Is something that came from somewhere else."

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third pov

"come with me." Silva finally says.

They walk down to the west wing of the mansion. The dim lit hallways would've been hard for any normal human's eyes to adjust to, let alone see clearly. They descend a dark spiral staircase down into a huge hallway, they walk down the long hallway and get to huge a metal door.

They pass through about 7 of those metal doors, each having their own passcode to get through. Killua walks with his head down, full of guilt.

'Illumi's control or not, i'm a terrible brother.' Killua thinks.

They stop at the final door, it looks the most intimidating.

"I'm sure you already know this, but no new requests have been made." Silva informs Killua.

"Who made the last wish?" Killua asks, still with his head facing down.

"Milluki." Silva responds. "He asked for the newest computer made at the time." He says. "He made the wish himself, in Alluka's presence. So he couldn't lie." Killua can already see it, Milluki's large body hunched over his desk, his eyes glued to the new computer screen.

"A computer shouldn't be that bad.." Killua says. Killua tenses up.

'was it because illumi was controlling me? How could i ever leave my little sister in this situation!?' Killua mentally beats himself up, his fists clench.

"Killua, i want to go over this again." Silva says. "When making a wish to Alluka, what are the rules?" Silva asks sternly.

"It's not necessary." Killua dismisses. "I know Alluka better than anyone." Killua tightens his fists again. How could he be such a horrible brother and leave his sister like this? how?

"It's necessary." Silva cuts his thoughts off. "Have you forgotten how many people have died?" He asks. His monotone voice could be hair-raising to anyone outside of the zoldyck property who hasn't had much experience dealing with Silva.

Killua loses his fake calm attitude "We've killed more people!" He yells.

"Killua, if you can't stay calm, we're stopping now." This statement causes Killua to feel even more angry. Everyone in this family decided to turn their backs on Alluka. Killua is disgusted with himself that he is guilty of it too. The only time they every interact with her, show her any kind of affection is when they want something.

What Killua is feeling is beyond anger, beyond fury. He is the only one who has every treated Alluka like a person, a sister. And he's the one who needs permission?

Killua doesn't think he needs to be treated like just anyone going to see Alluka. Killua's bond with her is vastly different to anyone else's...

It's special.

"I care about you, as your father." Killua scoffs.

"you are about me? yeah okay. After all that torture. after all that pain you made me feel. After everything... you still have the audacity to say you care..." Killua mumbles are a whisper.