Wala Kang Kawala ( SPG)

Chapter 2

Oh' God.

Fuck, have mercy on me — for a second, nakalimutan ko atang huminga. I'm out of breath. Siguro, namumula na ang mukha ko ngayon. My cheeks easily turn red whenever I'm not inc control of my mood. Pakiramdam ko'y ako ang manyak sa mga oras na'to.

I honestly don't know what exactly should i reach right now. I'm out of words to utter.

I didn't imagine that without his suit ay ganito kakisig ang kanyang katawan. I mean, he looks great with it but damn, there's fucking way more to find out. Am I just exaggerating things? — If I'll say I can consider him right now as the opposite sex of Aphrodité? I've seen lots of men na nakahubad at may magandang pangangatawan but this man infront of me just hit different. Even on television, kadalasan sa mga artista'y may magandang hubog. Sht, I'm getting hyped up because of him.

He has a tattoo. I don't like guys with tattoo - just my personal preference. I don't know. Hindi ko lang gusto. It's good on him — in a sense like it signifies his success, wisdom, fearlessness, strength and immense possibility. The dragon has five claws. It somehow adds up how physically attractive he is right now.

He gently looked at me. How could he? — look at me so gently and at the same time be serious? I also don't understand what's going on with me. I'm shookt. I just can't help it pero pakiramdam ko'y nakaharap ako sa isang prinsipe.

Gusto kong sampalin na ang sarili ko. I need to wake up.

Ilusyonada ka na naman Aurora — realizations hits me. Alam ko naman sa sarili ko that I don't belong here. It's not the right place for me. It will never be I guess. There's this distance between us. A huge difference of price-tag na nakaputong sa aming mga ulo. He's expensive and I'm the one who's cheap. He is just being nice. I'm just amazed how good looking and weathly this man infront of me.

Napaka-masculine niya rin, even his voice. I bet, he always go to the gym every day to attain that kind of body.

'What? Do you need anything? he asked seriously, kunot ang kanyang noo. Tingin ko'y iniisip niya kung ba't ako nakatitig sa kanya.

"Ah' right. No, ofcourse."

"I don't need anything. I actually like your place. It's beautiful — the furnitures behind your back. Great." pahabol ko agad and that really makes me so fucking stupid. I smiled at him. There's no furnitures behind him.

I couldn't think clearly as I am so distracted right now. It's disturbing to see his v-line abs and acuminate abdominal body hair pattern. If Lucas is the one who's here right now, I'm pretty sure he's on a slut-mode.

He seems amused with what I said. Tumaas ang kanyang kilay at talagang tinignan niya pa ang kanyang nasa likuran. Of course he know that he doesn't have furnitures there. It is his place! Ngiting demonyo ang gago.

"Really?" he asked.

"I'm glad you liked my place. But, are you seeing something that I don't see?" he joked. It's not funny!

I really wanna face-palm right now. It's so embarrassing. Ano ba naman kasing pumasok sa isip ko't magpapalusot na lamang ay pinagmukha ko pang tanga ang aking sarili. I was so distracted by his body.

He can't blame me for being so stupid. I can't help it, babae pa rin ako and anyone would also do the same for sure.

"Funny." I said and rolled my eyes to him.