*your pov*
I stand there alone in front of the mirror looking at what i see. A girl, tired pale girl. My bones becoming more noticeable. All because of those girl
skinny bitches. those girls who have the perfect body, a thigh gap, flat smooth stomach.Nice cheekbones, nice jawline, I dont have that, i dont have a thigh gap, my thighs touch wobble like a penguin,i could pinch the fat of my stomach, i dont know how Jack likes me let alone claim he loves me. Im ugly.
i was cut of my trance when my phone changes song..my favourite song
(listen to it it'll be on side or top)
Oh Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how she's so serene
You've gotta help me out
And count the stars to form in lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I want to keep her dreaming
It's my one wish, I won't forget this
I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way
So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much, but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars, we'll forget mine
The hours change so fast
Oh God, please make this last
'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way
So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
Could get it right
You could crush me
Please don't crush me
'Cause baby I'm a dreamer for sure
And I won't let you down
I swear this time I mean it
And I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
My eyes start tearing up, i let them fall, as well as my body, grabbing my knees pulling them into my chest sobbing. then i hear the sound of the door opening and shutting signalling that Jack was home, standing up quickly wiping my tears grabbing a pillow to make it look like i was cleaning "Hey baby" Jack spoke pecking my cheek "Hey" i said quietly "You okay Y/N?" "Yeah" i nodded turning round purposely avoiding eye contact "Y/N look at me please" i slowly turned round looking at him "Whats wrong baby?" he asked concerned pulling me into a hug "Jack im fine" i stated pulling away "Y/N your not fine your eyes are bluer than usual (imagine u got blue eyes) your cheeks look redder too "Got a cold" i coughed hoping he would believe me "Y/N" he spoke with a stern look i sighed "skinny bitches" he chuckled "Jack" i groaned "its funny, you think you need to be skinny to be pretty? Heck no i dont wanna cuddle with bones at night if i wanted to i would get a skeleton instead, baby inn my eyes your perfect, utter utter perfect" he softly spoke caressing my cheek "nobody's perfect though" " to me you are" he said cupping my cheeks kissing my lips passionately "how about some Nandos eh?" he asked pulling away i laughed "Sure lets go" i said walking out to the car "Utter perfection" i heard him say, i smiled to myself. Im happy i have someone like him.Utter happy.
so yeah another imagine..
just to let ya know your purrrrrrrrrfect to me
Łøvë ¥öü🙊💕 - Cat
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