5th April, the day my angel passed away!
I can still never forget this date!
I stayed awake the whole night taking care of her but something didnt seem right! Her breathing didnt seem normal. It worried me and I woke up the nurse. She did suction twice but my grandma was still finding difficulty breathing.
I decided to check her pulse rate which was super high. It worried me and we made her sit on the bed.
We thought of nebulizing but that also didnt make any difference. We all got panic attacks at that time and we knew something didnt seem right at all!
Till my uncle video called the doctor to show him my grandmothers condition, my grandmothers pulse rate dropped down from 112 to 46! She saw us and broke down as if she never wanted to die.
The doctors had confirmed that she won't be able to survive and that we need to put her on a ventilator as soon as possible!
As my dad arranged an ambulance, my aunts decided to rub her feet, my mom and I rubbed her hands meanwhile we whispered God's name in her ear as we wanted her to think about God before dying to face death with a smile.
Till then, her eyes went up, her lips were yellowish, her feet were cold and there was no movement in her body.
We tried to check her pulse rate but the machine couldn't catch her breathing rate which confirmed that she is no more!
The ambulance was too late and we still decided to take her to the hospital. But the doctors had already confirmed that she is no more.
And that time, it was like a slap on my face from life. I got panic attacks every second and what hurt the most was that she died 2 days before my birthday! My wish was to cut my cake with her but that didnt come true! I didnt get any sleep for a whole damn week! I was afraid to close my eyes, because I'd remember her last day and the pain she went through minutes before her death! That haunted me every night!
I had never been so scared of darkness Infact I watched horror movies more than anyone in my family! But after my angels death, I was too scared of darkness. Well it was not like I'd see ghosts or something! But because it felt like the end of my life! It felt like my life is dark and I'd never be happy again! I needed light in my life!
I was scared of facing the biggest truth of life which is DEATH of my loved ones!
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