Drama Queen

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 Wednesday, April 22, 2020

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Wednesday, April 22, 2020

I've been told all my life that I was dramatic

I've always gotten defensive whenever anyone called me it because what makes me dramatic?

Are you uncomfortable with dealing with emotions?

I do not like confrontation at all, but sometimes when my emotions go over the edge I have to speak up

I am not sorry for it either!

I'm telling you how I feel and why I feel it, I don't understand how that can be a bad thing
I can't help that I feel things deeply, I cannot help the way my heart is
I cannot control how sensitive I am and controlling my anger can be hard too

When I'm happy I smile
When I'm sad I may cry or isolate
When I'm excited I squeal
When I'm angry I lash out
When I'm upset I like to express to you why
These are my feelings and I express them openly

Sometimes I hate the fact that I am transparent but it's something that is a part of me

When I feel something I feel it wholeheartedly
and in those few moments those emotions are all I can feel. When I'm deeply sad I become sadness the same with happiness so on and so forth. (Dont even get me started on the emotions of others.. I'm an empath but i'll tell you about that later)

When you call me dismissive things like "dramatic" when I'm only communicating to you how I feel.. not only does it hurt and make me regret allowing you to see my emotions but it also feels like a full on attack to my heart

You'll probably get more entries like this one, I've been confronting my emotions a lot lately

Remember, it doesn't matter if people see you as "dramatic" you should always try to communicate your feelings anyhow

J͙a͙y͙

Track of the day:
Fly (FKJ Remix) - June Marieezy

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