"okay baby. i have to work a few more hours & then i'll be on my way home." i said into the phone.
"please hurrryyyyy. i miss you." mattia mumbled into the phone. he sounded like he had just woken up, or he was laying down.
me & mattia has been together for a few years now & we had just moved in together. i had been working more hours to pay for the rent, and mattia had been working less hours, but it's fine because we still got the rent paid in the end.
"hey alessia! i'm clocking out! you & toby are on your own now!" i said, walking out the door. i pulled my keys out & unlocked my car. i quickly got in because it was raining.
i sat there & took a while to start the car up because i don't know why, but i had a really horrible feeling inside. it was weird. i've never felt this way going home before. my gut was telling me to hurry & get home. like i was going to miss something.
i plugged in my phone & turned on some music to help whatever this feeling was go down, but it was only increasing as i got closer & closer to our street.
when i turned down our street, there were cars parked all down our drive way. "what the hell is going on...?" i mumbled to myself. maybe mattia was just having a little get together. i wasn't mad, but was a little upset that he didn't tell me...
i had to park farther away from my house because there were cars all along the house. now i was really pissed off. i got out the car, not even getting my purse or phone from the car. i just wrapped my coat around & put my hood on.
"woahhh heyyy lil mamas. who are you?" a guy who was clearly drunk said. his friends followed him & they all came around me.
"i'm mattia's girlfriend." i said mad. they all backed off.
"wait...then who's he in there with..." a guy from behind them said. he was sober & a little smaller than the rest of them.
"WHAT?" i yelled. "what do you mean?!" i said a pulled him away from the others.
"he's in there with another girl. i don't know what her name is, but... they seem pretty close." he said looking down.
i felt tears forming in my eyes then i pushed him out of the way & made my way up to the front door. he soon caught up with me & grabbed me by my arm. "i don't think you wanna go in there..."
"excuse me?! it's my house!" i said and shoved my arm back. i opened the door & the smell of weed & alcohol filled my nose.
sweaty people danced on top of each other. there were people making out on our couch. people grinding on our TABLE. this was disgusting. i didn't see mattia, or the girl this guy was talking about.
i made my way upstairs. there weren't any people up here. mattia must have made it off limits. i looked behind me & got scared to death because there was the same guy who was trying to stop me from coming in.
"jesus. what do you want?"
"(y/n) stop."
"why? and how do you know my name?!" i yelled at him.
"i don't want you getting hurt. i'm a close friend of mattia."
"whatever." i said & went down the hallway making my way to the rooms.
"ah..fuck. yes just like that. f-fuck." i heard moans. i couldn't believe it. they were mattias moans. he was cheating on me..
"you like that daddy?" i heard a girl. ok. fuck no.
i ran to the door & pushed it open. there was mattia getting head from some random ass girl...
"YO WHAT THE FUCK?!" i yelled. mattia turned his head my way.
"(y/n)..."
"NO DONT (Y/N) ME. WHO THE FUCK IS THIS BITCH?!"
"UHM EXCUSE ME IM NOT NO BITCH!" the girl got up & yelled at me.
"oh sorry. let me correct that. YOURE A SCARY ASS BITCH FOR SNEAKING TO SEE MY MAN." i yelled in her face.
"mattia are you just going to let her talk to me like this?" she looked back at him.
he got up & pulled up his pants. he was just shirtless now. "(y/n) chill..."
i tried to chill. that's one thing. i have horrible anger issues...
"SHUT THE FUCK UP CHEATER. YOU & ME. RIGHT NOW!" i said to the girl. i started taking my shoes off. mattia grabbed the girl & put her behind him.
"STOP." mattia yelled at me.
i jumped at the girl & pushed her down on the floor & started throwing punches to her face. she was crying now.
mattia pulled me off of her & threw me on the bed. she got up & grabbed her clothes. "wait youre leaving?" mattia said. that filled me up even more.
"THAT BITCH BETTER FUCKING LEAVE-"
"YOU KNOW WHAT (y/n) YOU LEAVE!"
"WHAT?! HELL NO BECAUSE LAST TIME I CHECKED I WAS PAYING THE FUCKING RENT!"
"I DONT GIVE A FUCK GET OUT ."
i was tired of this. after everything i had done for him. i got up & pulled myself together. then i slapped him. then i walked out.
