𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒, 𝘮. 𝘱𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘣𝘪𝘰

𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

(this is a poc imagine because i said the n word in this one and people were confused and the part 2😭, and yes i am black-) - feb 11, 2021

i was sitting at lunch next to my best friend mattia. and the rest of the boys.

"mattiaaaa" i said and slightly hit his arm.

"yeah mamas" he said. my heart flutters every time he says that. i really like him and i think he liked me back.

"i'm colddd. can i wear your hoodie?" i said and gave him puppy dog eyes. he sighed and started taking it off. i was watching him and saw his skin a little bit as his shirt came up.

"here you go y/n." he said and rolled his eyes smiling.

"thank youuu." i said and pulled it onto me. it smelled just like him. yeah. he's not getting this back.

i leaned my head up against his shoulders and he put his head on top of mine. we stayed like that until roshaun said "ouuuuuu" everyone turned our way.

"fr mattia you need to cuff her" ale said and shrugged. kairi and alvaro agreed.

"cuff her. cuff her. cuff her. cuff her." my sister started saying quietly. i scolded her and mouthed 'bitch shut the fuck up'

then ale and kairi joined in. soon they were all saying it and people in the cafeteria were looking at our table. mattia rolled his eyes and said "fine." he turned to me. "y/n will you be my girlfriend?" he mumbled. i smiled.

"yeah." i hugged him tight and he hugged back and kissed me on my forehead.

soon lunch was over and the cafeteria started to clear out. me and mattia were the last ones to leave.

mattia's thoughts:

i only did it because i didn't want to hurt her. i know she liked me. i heard her talking to her sister when i was over their house. they thought i was sleep. i don't like y/n like that. she's my best friend. more like a sister to me. plus i have my eyes on a different girl...

y/n's pov:

me and him walked hand and hand down the hall to our next class which was science. we stopped at my locker so i could get my books. he leaned up against the other locker next to mine. "mattia" i said his name. he didn't answer. i looked up. he was staring at a different girl who was at her locker.

"hey." i said louder. he couldn't take her eyes off of her but soon he looked my way.

"y-yeah. what's up?" he said and looked me in the eyes. i felt hurt. did he like her and not me?

"n-nothing" i said and started walking away. he grabbed my hand.

"actually, y/n, i need to tell you something..." he said and looked down. "i don't really know how to say this but, i don't really like you." he said and fumbled with the ring on my finger he gave me in 8th grade.
"i asked you out because i didn't want to say no in front of everyone." he shrugged.

"uh y-yeah same. i don't really wanna fall in love." i fake chuckled and bit my lip trying to hold back my tears.

"so i guess we should just break up. what's the point of dating if we don't like each other more than friends, right?" he said and laughed. he sounded like he didn't care at all. it hurt really, really bad.

"no hard feelings?" he said and looked up at me.

"yeah no hard feelings." i said shaking my head. he gave me a smile. it made me feel weak in the knees.

"i knew you'd understand" he said and gave me a hug. the bell had rung a while ago. the girl he was looking at was still at her lockers writing something on a piece of a small paper.

"actually since you're my best friend, can i tell you who i like?" he said and giggled while getting red. i fake smiled and nodded.

"well you see ashley over there, she's in almost all my classes and she is so funny, smart, pretty, and helpful- ugh. i really like her and i think she likes me back. what do you think i should do?" he said and looked at me desperately for an answer.

"i-i um... think you should just tell her how you feel." i said and gave a half smile.

"thanks y/n. you always give the best advice." he patted me on the back. he said bye and made his way over to her locker. she gave him a piece of paper and she gave him her phone. it looked like he was putting his number in. she put her books away and he turned to me and smiled. i gave him a thumbs up. after that together they walked to class hand and hand, leaving me all alone in the empty hallway...

heartbroken.

this was crappy but, 😽✌🏽 please vote and comment💞.

(this imagine makes literally no sense💀💀) - feb 11,2021