I barely sleep
Thinking about the so called accident Bright and I had
I cheated on Win
I broke my promise
Does relationships have this kind of difficulties ?
Walking downstairs lazily I hope Bright isn't up yet
To my surprise it's the girl from Bright's gang
The one with cold attitudes
She stares at me, but this time she's nicer
"Good morning Rosé", she said
It was weird but I greet her back
"Sorry for being such an ass during the party, I was being defensive that's all, but hey Bright said that you're a nice person and seems like he's right, I mean you changed him", she said
"He talked about me ? How do I change him", I asked
"He changed, he talk about his feelings more than he used to and I'm glad", she said
"Seems like you care about him so much", I said
A hint of jealousy hits my heart
"I do, because he is my dearest friend I don't want him to hurt as he did before", she said looking some what sad
Lily comes to my mind
"Is it about lily ?", I asked
She went silent for a while
"Lily was part of the gang and Bright likes her so much and so did she, they were in a relationship until she broke him up", she said
"Why ?", I asked
"Bright didn't really know how to talk his feelings out, Lily felt like Bright didn't love her much and that's why they broke up", she said
I nodded
From my view of Bright, he is super nice
He treat me well
Maybe that's a new side of Bright that Lily didn't know
One thing for sure Lily's gonna regret breaking up with him
"By the way my name is Moon", she said
"Hi Moon nice to meet you", I said
I think we are gonna be best of friends
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We talk for a while until she planned on bringing me for shopping
Finally I have a girl friend that I can talk to about girls stuff
To be honest I am in a very difficult situation
I need someone I can talk to
"Moon I have a confession to make", I said nervous as hell
"Sure what is it ?", She asked
"You do know I have a boyfriend do you ?", I asked looking at her
She nodded
"Yesterday, Bright was drunk, he was stranded at a club and the worker ask me to bring him home", Moon nodded listening
"Then at home we kinda kissed and he said he loved me", I said
She's not so shock about Bright saying he loved me, she jumps to my boyfriend
"What do you gonna do with Win ? I think you should tell him, it's either that or you gonna live with it feeling guilty", she said
She got a point
But how the hell I'm gonna tell him that
He will freak out if it was Bright
Deep down inside I knew Win doesn't really like the idea of Bright
"I'll try", I said
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I'm on my way to Win's house
As he called me to watch a movie with him and stay the night together
I told Ruby I'm not going home after that
Today I haven't seen Bright too much lately, where did he go
Arriving, I knock on the door and Win stood there smiling
This could be my chance to tell him about what happen but let's do that after the movie
Win is hardcore horror movie fan
I'm a very easily spooked out person
But this time my kiss with Bright is on my mind, it bugs me !
"Win, I need to tell you something", I lowered down the volume and hug win on the couch
"What is it ?", He asked
"I'm sorry", I said
"For what ?", He looked at me while breaking the hug
"I kind of kissed someo-", He grabbed my chin
Kissing me messily
Pushing me down on the couch
Hovering over me
I pushed him gently
"I don't want to hear that, but I'm glad you're being honest", he said staring into my eyes
He kissed me again
This time a proper kiss
"I've cleaned you're lips and it's mine by now", he said
I was glad he's not mad
I'm not gonna let myself carried away by other man
"I love you", caressing his cheeks
"I love you too Rosé"
