I stayed at home for the past 2 weeks
Win had something to do with work overseas and he started last week
So I spent a lot of time at home with Ruby
Bright ?
We didn't talk much
I don't know why but I need to found out what was the reason
Earlier this morning I'm on the phone with mom
I told her about me and Win
She didn't like it well and I dont know why
It has been bothering me lately
"Rosé, are you okay ?", Ruby asked
I'm inside her room, trying to be one of her dolls
"I'm fine", which clearly is a lie
"My brother said when someone says they're fine sometimes they actually don't, well depends on the situation, from my point of view, you have been spacing out and looking sad, which means your 'I'm fine' is not a good thing", she said
Clearly shocked I though I was playing dolls with a therapist
"You can tell me, we should have a girls talk", she said
I think I should although she's a kid, a kid would gave their most honest opinions
"My mom doesn't like the idea of me and Win together", I said
Looking down at the bedsheets
"I don't either", she said sternly
Looking at her and confused
"Why ?", I asked
"The other day, I was going to the mall with Bright, we came across Win who I thought was with you, I was going to approach him but then another woman came", she said
My heart hurts
A knife stabs me on my back
"W-Woman ?", I ask
"Yeah, they seems so close, hand locked with each other", she said
But wait, I though he is on a work trip or some sort
Tears starting forming from my eyes
Walking out of the room
I knock on Bright's
I need some confirmation
He open up the door
"Was it true ?", I ask
"About what ?', he said
"Win", I said
With one simple word he suddenly went silent
"I guess it is", I said
Looking down on the floor, I let out a sob
He hugged me and I did too
"What should I do Bright ?", I ask
This is my first relationship ever and might be my first break up
Am I being a bad girlfriend ?
I guess I'm not enough that he finds another one
"I think you should talk to him, ask him for an explanation", he said
Tomorrow he'll be out of work, I should met him at his home
A work trip ? I don't think it is, since Bright and Ruby found him at the shopping centre
There is no need for me to wait at the airport
I let go from Bright's embrace
"Thank you for making me feel better", I thanked him
He smiled
I almost went to my bedroom
Until he ask me to stop
"Wait Rose ! I u-umm, about the kiss, I was drunk, I do stuff unintentionally, I'm sorry", he blushed
So that was the reason he's avoiding me
"It was fine, no need to be sorry I get it", I said
I smiled and went inside my room
Turning onn my phone
I saw a message from Win
My heart ache
"Can't wait to see you tomorrow !", He said
"Yeah, me too, let's meet up at your place", I said
"Aren't you gonna pick me up at the airport ?", He said
"I can't make it, I'm sorry, I need to company Ruby to school", I made an excuse
"Fine", he said with a sad emoji
"Goodnight, have a nice sleep ! Also, dream of me", he said
"Goodnight you too", I answered
Tomorrow is the day I might despise the most
I hope everything went fine
