Facing towards the streets by the cafe's window and feeling uneasy
I can't decide and I can't choose
They both have a very special place in my heart
"But that's what a playgirl does Rosé", Moon said
We had a girls hang out
I told her about how I feel
But she's right
A girl should stay loyal to one and only guy
Am I a player ?
"What should I do ?", I asked moon somehow hoping she would find a solution to this mess
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Arriving home
Bright is watching some drama
I looked at him with guilt flowing through my veins
I walked pass by him
"You're home ?", He asked
I nodded
Somewhat feeling uneasy of my decision to gave him a chance to prove his love for me
When the fact that I already have a boyfriend
I am a player
Walking away
Only to be held into a firm standing position facing his face
"Why are you ignoring me ?", He asked
I'm not ignoring , I'm having second thoughts about you , me and Win
"I'm not I'm just tired", I said
"You ARE ignoring me Rosé, If I did something wrong forgive me I'm such a bad person", he said pouting
Fudge he's cute !
"You're not being a bad person, it's just me and my problems", I said
"Are you okay ? Let me help you if you need anything, I'll help you with what I can", he suggest
Worry written all over his face
"No I'm fine for now", I said
I gave him one last sweet smile before heading towards my room
Placing everything on my bed and lay down for a few minutes only to get a call from my boyfriend
Again, guilts rushes over my whole body
I need time
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I woke up
Panicked
"WHY DID NO ONE WAKE ME UP !", I screamed
I checked my phone
40 Missed Calls
20 Messages
I'm dead !
Walking downstairs as fast as I could to take my laundaries
My ultimate excuse ! I can tell him my phone was charging and I had house chores to do
Increasing my speed as I'm partially running, well scratch that I am running in the house
"NO RUNNING !", Bright screamed
No time for that, I ignore him and ran
Trying to find my basket in the laundry room inside the basement
"Where the hell did he put my laundry basket ?", I said irritated a little bit
"Found it !", I took it and ran back upstairs
Bumping into the hard chest Bright that probably can caused car accidents
My basket flew off from my hands
My clothes flying all over the living room
Fortunately for me, I somehow landed not on the floor
I landed on top of Bright instead
We made a very long hot minute eye contact
"Rosé ?", Someone broke the eye contact for me
Unfortunately, it's the least person I wanna see right now as I ignored his calls and messages cause I was asleep
It's getting even worst he saw me landing on top of Bright
I can explain
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Message from Author :
Sorry for the long hiatus as I encountered unavoidable situations regarding my uni life and works and health issues, I'll try to post regularly, at least one chapter per week.
Stay safe and Love you All !
Rosé
