Age- 10 I am currently sitting in my trailer applying my makeup for tonight's performance. It's just me and my dad. My mom died when I was little, around 4, because of an overdose. And my dad is probably sleeping with some girl at the moment. It's fine he'll come home eventually, even if he's drunk. It's not always good when he's drunk, it hurts. Like last year for my 9th birthday he was fucking some lady and after that he got wasted and hurt me. It happens more often than you would think. I shake that thought out of my head I don't like remembering those things. But I'm so nervous it my first time performing in from of anyone. Ms. Willis said she thinks I'm ready. I already have my costume on so it doesn't mess up my hair. My costume is a two piece with a gold top, black and white striped high waisted shorts with gold accents. Then for makeup it's very simple but with sparkly red hearts of various different sizes going down my side.
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I look behind me and see the time, I have to go on soon. I slide on some shoes and head out the door.
