Before the crazy (jerome x reader)

11

Once my shower is done I look in the mirror. I see all of the scar left from the beatings and the torment that I received throughout the years. Once I'm done looking I wrap an old towel around my body. I exit the bathroom to my small room. If I stretched both of my arms out my fingers could just touch the walls. I change into yet another one of jeromes shirts. This one doesn't fit him any more. I put on some black shorts and leave my room. That's when I get an idea. I quickly grab some paper and writes a note. In short I pretended its from my dad and say how he's leaving the circus and he's leaving me here because he never wanted me, which is true. John and Thomas very never in the circus, they lived in gotham and would come around whenever the circus is in town, therefore I don't have to worry about then. I run outside and slide it under the ringmasters door from him to see in the morning. I then head back to my trailer and find jerome sitting on the couch. I jump on him and attack him with a hug.

"Are you going to tell my your idea now" I asked excitedly.

"Since you asked so nicely i might as well, i want lila gone" he said the last part seriously.

"That can be arranged" i say.

"No" he started.

"I want her gone now"

"Ok lets go" I said getting up and him following.

We arrive at his trailer i walk in first then jerome follows. Lila is at the counter drinking. She starts yelling at me. Then at him. I hold her as she starts screaming swear words at me. Jerome has a small hand-held axe. I move behind her and I hold her down as shes squirming and yelling. Jerome starts swinging the axe at her. After a lot of cuts and chops she's dead. But that doesn't stop J. He keeps going. Once he decides he's down we take her body to a hill and dump it there. We are on our way back to camp when jerome tells me to go to his trailer and start cleaning the blood while he does something. I don't know what though. Probably to get rid of the axe.