These poems I made when I was 13 I hope my ending changes because I hope to deal will all of my mental issues and my parent still don't know I will probably add more later 9/19/19 at 7:46pm
Update I'll give a list of things I'll have either short...
So I was just in the downstairs bathroom in my house and I heard a commotion upstairs but I thought they were joking and laughing, but when I came out and asked what's happening my dad got all mad at me that when I realized they weren't joking they were yelling. I knew it was bad because my dad rarely gets mad at me, yes somethings he use an upset voice but never a mad one so I was scared. I got out of my dad way and heard my mom laughing but went into the bathroom she was also crying so I left and went straight to my room to hide because like always I'm just in the way. From what I gathered my dad accidentally did something horrible to my moms hair this is what I sent to my friends (they don't have this app so I'm not worried but still covered their pictures)
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(I was baking something that had beer and I hate the smell of beer) but I'm stuck in my room to scared to leave my parent are mad at each other and yelled again because since the corona my mom can't fix her hair. My anxiety is really acting up and my sister won't tell me what happened and I wish it was either later so I could be going to sleep or my parent are going to work. I haven't even looked at my mom since I saw her crying. That wasn't even a lot of time I left as quick as possible once I saw she was crying. I know that sounds bad but it's not I'd get in the way and I'd somehow get someone else upset. I wish my sister would just tell me what happen because my anxiety is marking all nervous and might cause an attack. I love both of my parent but I hate when they fight because they don't realize how sensitive and it makes me scared they'll get a divorced. They are yelled and taking shit about each other and like I'm not even there so just wish me luck.
Added: Apparently my mom only wanted a trim and even it up, but my dad messed up. Just so you know my mom's hair it to her collarbone but my dad cut one side up to her neck somehow, almost 100% sure it was an accident he wouldn't do that in purpose he was cooking all day and was stressed so I hope that was why it happen but my mom works at a clinics 3 day a week for 12 hour and her first shift is tomorrow so yay my mom kinda hates my dad right now and I want to have a mental break down and will easily cry at anything right now.
