Mental heath poems/personal short story's

( not so short) Short story of my identity crisis

So my story start off when I started school in kindergarten and I became bff with Stacy (using other people names) and Lilly. Lilly left after 2nd grade and a new friend named Zoey came along then we became the popular kids mainly because of Stacy though. I was label the nice and energetic but another thing I was liable as was the super skinny kid which led me into my body shaming and eating disorder I'll show you a picture sometime (pg) of what I hate about my body. I was fine with that except now that I think about it they always used that to there advantage in fights it also help that I was to afraid that they would leave me so I would do anything. In the middle of 6th grade I started to move into another group of girls named Megan the leader of that group, Kate, Rebecca, and the one who has always hated me Lucy. I almost 100% sure in 7th grade I was just being used but I was still afraid of being alone also middle school is when my mental illnesses started to come in. Now finally it 8th grade what I'm in right now I think they are finally becoming my friends I think. But this is about my identity crisis not about my happy ending so my identity crisis so that all happen in about mid 6th grade when my mental problems stared to show up I started to become less nice and energetic but I cont change since I've been that way for years so I was and am stuck like that. I've multiple time wished I could go to a other school but I can't I'm stuck in my small school which I hate. I wish I could leave and make a new identity. I would be the shy kid who would always listen and hope you'd listen too, I would love to share my interest in anime and cosplay which I can't express in my school. Another thing that another school would be great for is that I'm questioning my sexuality so I have no idea if I like boys, girls, or anyone at all but if you express any enthusiasm about lgbtq+ you'd either get made fun of or have no friend so yay. Any ways that's it for now so bye and have a good ____!