I don't know you

level 6

peters p.o.v

i looked down at the phone and scrunched up my nose and shut it off, yeah definetley not talking to a phedo 

"so...if you had one thing youd want to do in the internship what will it be?" 

"umm,...i dont..i dont really want the internship? HA frankly i didnt even want to be here this place will probably traumatize me"

"...kid?" i flinched at the name 

"uh..yeah?" he hesitated alot before he asked

"do you loathe iron man? is that why you dont want to be around here?" 

"yeah i do and i wish with every ounce of my being every single piece of me that iroo man never existed and i guess...i guess you could say that yeah thats whyi dont what to still around here*scoff* man i sound like-" like pepper..*sigh* i looked at my phone again no text from her god i wish she still isnt mad about last weeks fight 

tonys p.o.v

the the kid...i blew out a shudeery breath..wants me dead well thats reassuring

peters p.o.v

"but didnt he save alot of lives? well obvious lee he did ta-" i tuned everything out didnt he save alot of lives? yeah he did but at what cost? at what cost did he save those lives? the war might be over but that doesnt mean that we won, hes gone, that means we lost, we lost him and how does that count as winning?

"yeah but at what cost?" i glared at him he knows that the cost is big, but if he only knew that the cost? was worse then the won battle to me

"some times people have to make har choices"

"hard? hard choices HA! what hard choices did he ever had to make? the thing is-" i was cut of by my sentence when he interupted me not letting me continue

"what hard choices did he have to make? did he have to make! kid please yu have no idea what his life was like before the hardships he had to endure!! the-"

"stop"

"what?"

"stop just stop"

"*sigh* look i told you i didnt want the intership right? so why am i still here?"

"BECAYSE YOU F***iNG HACKED INTO THE TOWER!!" at that i flinched hacked into the 

"what the f** are you talking about?"

"oh so you wouldnt like to explain to me why the F*** DO YOU HAVE A LEVEL 6 ACCESS?? THAT THING ISNT SUPPOSED TO EXIST!"  my heart pumped so fast at the familearity of those words i was blind i couldnt see anything past the tears that started spilling 

'hey pepper...'

'yeah honey?'

'why is the door of my lab locked?'

'oh your kid refused to-'

'not my kid'

'suuuureeee anayways your kid refused to open in to day and he hid my card just incase i had second thoughts *scoff* kinda cute that he was worried id change his decision'

'what the? friday why wont the lab doors open?'

'it seems like peter Parker has a higher level access then you boss and i cannot disengage protocols'

'higher? access what the hell does that mean friday!'

'boss peter parker has a level 6 badge'

'why the F*** DOes he HAVE A LEVEL 6 ACCESS?? THAT THING ISNT SUPPOSED TO EXIST!!'

'boss it appears that peter diffused all your protocols to create that badge for him and miss.potts'

'are you serious?'

'he cares thats sweet accept it tony'

'*sigh* im going to need some coffee afetr this'

'it appears that that is not possible either boss'

'What do you mean not possible friday??'

'it also appears that peter has stolen your stash of coffee beans claiming  it is unhealthy and will shorten your life-span and he doesn't want you dead, he also hacked into your bank account and labeled coffee as 'nuclear weapons' just in case you tried to buy it'

'ThAt LIttLE ShIT!!'

"hey hey look i didn't mean to lash out okay? just-"

"DONT TOUCH ME *GASP* JU-JU-ST DONT *gasp*" i troubled down the chair and looked at his worried gaze, disgusting no-one should be worried about someone like me

'and if you died thats on me'

'and if you died thats on me'

'and if you died thats on me'

'what about if he died? what about if  was a self-sacrificial dumbass whos that on?!!?'

'...me'

'5 years ago we lost, we should be grateful we one'

'5 years ago the earth was blessed, 5 years ago rogers humanity had a blessing'

'look, your graving i am too alot we all will stand he was great man, but-'

'But! rogers we still lost the battle!! we still lost! we never won!! please im- im begging you just...bring back....tony'

'i cant im sorry pete'

'dont call me pete, its...its peter'

'*hesitant nod*'

"hey hey look at me okay? just look at me breath, look im not mad okay? just confused..its probably just a misunderstanding  just..breath with me pete okay?"

"dont. call. me . that"

"pete! dont say that! its peter!! p. e. t. e . r NOT PETE! *gasp*'" no -one is allowed to call me that no-one! i hate it when people call me that ever since my parents died i always corrected them...its peter up up until tony came i-i didnt mind...its just he had he became well...he had this arora around him that would say *your always safe don't worry okay*

"okay...just breath with my okay?" i took in a shuddery breath and remembered what tony use dto do when i had panic attacks...only....i couldn't hear his heart -beat this time