teddy bear 🧸 (nick austin x reader)

(10) 3am chats

an: y'all. this boy has no business being this fuckin hot, like wtf. wish i was 18 😗✌️

Y/N POV: 

I woke up and noticed that the room was still dark. I groaned, quietly, looking at the clock over on Ryland's nightstand. It read 3:45 am. I sighed and got up as quickly and quietly as I could so I wouldn't wake Ryland up. 

I walked over to the bathroom and quickly dumped two pills of Melatonin into my hand.(For those of you who don't know, it's medicine for sleeping) I wasn't the best at staying asleep when I wasn't tired. And who would blame me? My mind was swimming from what happened with Nick earlier that evening. I blushed just thinking about his lips on mine and his arms around my waist. 

After I grabbed the pills, I walked out of the bathroom and to the mini fridge to grab a bottle of water. I downed the pills and turned around to head back to the bed but bumped into a tall, skinny figure. 

The figure wrapped his arms around my upper torso and pull me close. "Hey, cutie. Can't sleep?" He asked. 

I smiled, resting my head on his shoulder. "Hi, Nicky." I stood on my tip toes and kissed his cheek. "No. I'm not very tired. You?"

"I haven't slept a wink." He says pulling away from the hug and lightly kissing me on the lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and tugged at his hair. "I couldn't stop thinking about you." He breaths out, in between kisses. He then goes for my neck, leaving a light trail of kisses. 

My breath hitches. "And I you." I rest my forehead on his shoulder as he continues to kiss my neck and collar bones. I let out a sigh and he giggles into my neck, pulling me into a hug. I squeeze him tight. "I like you so much, Nick."

"I like you so much too, y/n." He said. We heard Ryland rustle in his and my bed and Nick giggled. "What a restless babe." He chuckled.

"Ay, don't talk about Ryland like that. He's already to cocky as it is." I say and bring Nick into a kiss again, this time more passionate. "At least this time he won't be awake to stop us." I felt Nick smile as I said that through our kisses. 

He then goes to the side of my head and whispers, "Jump." I do as he says and he holds me up around his waist as I wrap my legs around him. 

He walks over to the wall next to his bed, the furthest point in the room from Ryland's bed. He pins me up against the wall and continues to kiss my lips, neck, cheeks, anywhere that was exposed. I could tell he was being careful to not leave any marks and I appreciated it. I play with his hair and continue to love him as much as I can. 

As he kisses me, I start to wonder my actual feelings for Nick. I know that I like him. But I've only known him for a little over 2 days. I've never developed feelings for someone this early on. Was I making a mistake? Would he hurt me? Would I hurt him? Did I actually like him or did I just like the attention?

I started to cry a little bit as he kissed me and Nick immediately noticed. "Hey, hey. Shh, it's okay. Beautiful, what's the matter?" He asks, holding his hand under my chin so I could look straight at him even though I couldn't really see in the dark. 

"I don't know." I say, wiping my tears away. I giggle at my stupidity, I shouldn't be bothering Nick with these issues. "I-it's nothing, Nick. Really. I'm okay."

He carries me over to his bed and gently sets me down before he joins me. He pulls me into a tight hug. "Talk to me, y/n. I'm here for you." He says, gently. 

I stroke his cheek with the back of my hand and gently kiss him on the lips before slowly pulling away and leaning my forehead against his. "I just haven't caught feelings for someone so quickly before and I feel a little stupid for doing so." I confess.