teddy bear 🧸 (nick austin x reader)

(45) almost there

an: if you haven't please go read my last update

it's not a chapter, but ppl need to be aware of the severity of the black rights movement so please just have a look at it <3

ALSO: i'm almost 100% sure that nick and darianka are dating now. i'm a little sad bc i still kinda ship nick and tony, but nick and darianka are SO CUTE

literally couple goals OML. I LOVE THEM TOGETHER

y/n pov: 

I woke up the next morning in a room that I've never seen before an a bed that wasn't mine. I sat up, confused, and noticed a figure sitting at the end of the bed on their phone.

When they realized that I was awake, they turned to look at me. It was Nick. 

My head pounded. "Hm, Nick. Where am I?"

"Good morning, y/n. You're in Ryland's and my room. It used to be your room too at one point." He said, getting up and coming closer to me.

"Oh." I rubbed my eyes and looked up at him. "So, when am I going back to Nashville?"

"What do you mean?" Nick got down on his knees so that we were eye level.

"Nashville? My home? I need to go home." I explained as Nick grabbed my hands and held them.

"Y/n. You are home. The Hype House is your home, with us." Nick looked sad.

"No, Nick this isn't my home. I don't have an recollection of this place. I don't even remember any of the members except for you and Ryland." I frowned. 

"So you're saying you want to go back to Nashville?" He asked.

"I just can't stay here. I would feel like a stranger in someone else's home." 

"Please, y/n. You can't leave. You could never be a stranger. We'll find a way to fix this. We-" Nick rambled, quickly. 

"DIDN'T YOU ALREADY TRY THAT YESTERDAY?" I interrupted him, my emotions getting the best of me. "Wasn't that the point of that whole trip? To get my memories back? To fix 'this'?" I pointed to my head. 

"Please." Nick pleaded. 

"There's no point, Nick. I can't remember anything." I pulled my hands away from his. "Let me just get dressed."

"Okay, but can we at least go talk to everyone ans have breakfast or something?" Nick reasoned as I stood up. I nodded and grabbed some clothes from my bag, walking into the bathroom. 

Once I got into the bathroom, I threw my clothes on the floor. I rested my arms against the sink and stared into the mirror. 

"Who the hell am I?" I asked, tears flooding my eyes. I wanted to remember. I needed to remember. "Nick. C'mon." I thought, hard.

I like you so much, Nick

I held my forehead as it pounded. "Geezus."

You make me so happy.

You're so cute Nicky.

Yeah, because you just want Nick to fuck you so badly.

You guys are so cute.

"GAH! Holy shit!" I cried out as I fell to the floor. The pain from my head was overwhelming.

Nick burst through the door and grabbed me in his arms. He rested me on the sink and stared into my eyes. 

"Y/n. What happened?" He asked as I rubbed my forehead.

I looked up at him, eyes wide. "Nick, I think I'm starting to remember."