Confessions Of A Girl Trying To Navigate Adulthood

Hi there!

So I'll just get to it, I'm starting this project because I'm at an age where all my peers have grown up and are doing their own thing, they seem to know what they want to do in life and I'm a little lost. I still act like a teenager and think like one, although there's nothing bad about it, I have this deep dark fear that I'll never really grow up, never learn to think like an adult and that's pretty scary.

What I hope to achieve through this project is to gradually learn how to express myself, learn to collect my thoughts and get them across coherently. Because as you can see, my writing is all over the place, just like my head is. My grammar also needs a lot of improvement so I welcome any and all grammar Nazis to feast on this project. And the last thing I want to accomplish through this project is to find a writing style, I'll experiment when I can and hopefully find something for myself. I'm also doing this for some validation, at least from my future self.

This project/journal may never be discovered by anyone and that's ok (at least that's what I feel now). Even if no one but me reads it, I'm constantly changing so different versions of me will be reading this and that's nice. This could be discovered by some random person and we could become friends, I'll be looking forward to that! This could be discovered by my classmates and family and that'll be pretty embarrassing, we shall never discuss this project when we meet in person. Any and all discussions will be conducted here on this platform and no where else (I beg ye). Or this could be found by my kids and grandkids and I guess that's nice as well, I wish I could read about my grandma, how she was, and how she felt when she was my age too.

So that's it, I'll address an imaginary audience and let you know how I'm tackling and surviving adulthood. Have a wonderful day.