The Rising Pheonix MHA/BNHA Baku x todo x Deku x Evelyn

ch. 6- The truth behind my lies.

^ if you forgot what your Siren looks like :D ^

I walk into the 1-A dorms ten minutes early. I put on some headphones and listen to some beats. The more beats I know then I can use them to make some music. I usually make my own beats. I go threw my phone and I finally see the app I want, "Badd ass beat".  I'm able to make beats however I want on it. I start tapping on my phone and start to make a beat. I make little changes and then so forth trying to make a beat. A few minutes later I press record and record the beats I was working on. I save it and reply it. I smile, my beat is so cool this time. hmm, I should probably do some dances, I mean I am a performer with my skill. I chuckle from my thoughts and try to make some dance moves. But just as I was about to start, I realized against it. I use my quirks to make a show like a music video and its better off of my emotions and not my plans and by the brain. I look around me to see a couple of kids talking. Putting my phone and headphones away I walk over to Midoryia. "Why does Baku cal you Deku?" I ask. he jumps and explains that it was an insult as a kid but a friend showed him that it could be he can do anything instead of nothing with the name and so now he likes it. I told him about how I call Bakugo, Baku and he laughs and says he calls him Kachan. We talked for a bit but then Deku asks me something I have been avoiding the entire time. "So what happened and why being second to last so horrible besides that fact that you're second to last?" He asks. I walk backward, " You know I um have to um sit down.." I say trying to get out of the conversation. " But we still have three minutes!" He protests walking more towards me. "ah, it's not happening." I say and stop moving backward realizing I look scared. " Why what's wrong?" He asks I can feel the concern in his words and I see the worry written all over his face. " I...." I start to say looking at my surroundings, again, I'm in the spotlight. I feel myself form into my male version. " I look at him and I walk closer. He walks closer and I chuckle. He tilts his head to the side a little confused as to why I laughed. "Deku, I didn't know you liked being so close to me~. Well, I'm not complaining but don't blame me if I do somthing~." I flirt at him and his face is super red. I throw my head back laughing as he apologies a dozen times and backs a lot further away. I sit at my seat and he walks a little closer. " Don't think you can get out of this conversa-" He starts to say but Mr. Aizawa was walking into the room and interrupted him, " I know your fond of him but sit down Midoriya." He turns a bit pale and then scurries off to his seat. I hear some laughing and I see Baku, or Kachan I guess, laughing his ass off. I laugh along with him and we meet eye contact. He rolls his eyes, stops laughing, and slouch in his seat. I chuckle a little bit and Mr. Aizawa starts his teaching. During Midnight's class, I am called to go into the principle's office. I get up, I was still in my form but I change into my female midway to the door. I bow to my teacher and then go off to the principle's office. A few minutes later I go in there and I see Mr. Aizawa along with the principle and a computer.  I sit down and he gestures toward the computer, it presses play and my blood runs cold, there is no getting out of this. There is a video of me going into my panic attack.

scroll all the way down for a reminder of what it was like for right then. it is in bold.

 I had my arms above my head and I was tearing at my head and I bumped into people, I thought they were walls. I was falling on my knees and I was putting my hands on my throat, I couldn't breathe. I see some people crowd around me and I tried to get up but I bumped into people making me fall again. I'm wheezing and my nails have extended and I was scratching my face making my skin tear and blood to run down my face. I was murmuring but I remember telling myself my father was going to kill me. Suddenly my hellfire was raging around my arms and the students backed away. It started at my arms and legs and it engulfed me. I was screaming and it was hurting me. I rolled on the ground and patted myself to make it go away but it did nothing to stop it. I suddenly looked up staring off into space. Two students, Todoroki and Deku ran up to me taking action. " Nooo!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and I was thrashing around. Deku tried to hold me and Todoroki was holding my arms that was then reaching up towards my face again. Deku got a batter grin and held be close. My fires started to go out and I opened my eyes. He paused the video and I look away. "You told me it was a panic attack?" Mr. Aizawa informs me and I nod. It wasn't exactly the truth but it wasn't a lie either.  "What triggered it? We know it was because it was your rank being second to last but what is concerning us is that you weren't last, and you only used your quirk for one of them. Your professor told me your Siren told them it was because if you used it while being hungry and not having raw meat you could kill and or eat everyone. He also listened when you told the class that each form has a little different personality. You also went into a similar panic attack and seemed to be talking to them before you threw the ball. Eventually, you got your way but I got concerned." Nezu explains sipping his tea. I look at the ground and fiddle with my thumbs. " Your right about each having a different personality. Um before throwing the ball, each one wanted o use their power even if it didn't help. It was important to me so they all wanted to help without thinking and all wanted the bragging rights. I didn't know how to get the ball far away without being a wimp. Until I snapped at them and took charge. It gets hard and if I don't have a plan or something to do then we need someone else to follow around. someone needs to take control and its very hard because they all have something else in plan to get out of a situation. But unless they have something important to say than they don't really bother me or talk to me." I explain and avoid contact. " You said you didn't like your father and fire was bad. It also hurt you in your panic attack." My professor points out, " why don't you like your fire? Like Todoroki he doesn't use his fire, but we won't bother him about it. This time it is different because it seems to be affecting you." Flashes of my father burning me for punishment or his fire hitting me when I failed to dodge his attacks. I see another flash of a knife to when my mother sliced my eye so I'm blind in one of my eyes. My heart is racing and I'm panting. The images stop and I try to steady my breathing. "I...." I start to say but I stop myself. How the hell am I going to cover this up? I don't have a plan and I let my thoughts run into my demons and siren. "Any suggestions?" I ask them hopelessly. " They could help you, just tell them the truth. Then you couldn't finally see him get the dam justice he deserves!" My female demon tells me confidently. " But what happens after that?" I'm put into an orphanage far away, people take pity on me, I'm the cause of his ruin, we have to go to court, we still have to feed the creatures, people might be afraid of me, people think I'm crazy, I'm not allowed to be a pro hero, and what do you think I'll have to live for than!? I don't have ANYONE, only hope I have is that I'll be a pro hero and find my purpose. If that's taken away than I don't know what to do." for the first time all of them are quiet.  I sigh. "It's just part of my quirk." I say, "When I was little I tried my hellfire when I was little. My mother didn't like it for some reason to be being a demon so she took my younger siblings and left. She hated my hellfire. My father always wants me to be the best. That could have triggered it." I finally meet some of their eye contacts but I couldn't hold it for I quickly look down. "What about the bruises and scars?" Nezu questions. "Oh I love to train by myself and I get super early to train just because I want to get better! Although I train so hardcore that sometimes I forget to take care of myself!" I say quickly with a smile. Total Bs, I always make sure I'm wrapped, and it's uncommon for me to stitch myself because of a deep cut from training. I don't want to go to the hospital so I don't get questioned. My father makes me get up early, I would sleep all day if I could. If I didn't train my father would beat me to a pulp. Or just do that for me to toughen up. They excused me, probably to talk about it, and I was sent to all Mights class. They were doing villains vs. heroes. I see on a screen Baku vs, Deku. I was silently hearing on both of them. At the arm I am amazed and Deku's arm is banged up and his body is covered in burns. I run out and meet Deku. " What are you doing Freakshow?" He screams at me fuming. I walk over to him and my eyes glow. They grab Kachan and make his mouth shut close, " If we don't treat him right now those second and third-degree burns might be infected as well as the cuts. They look about a cm deep not too bad but we want to fix him up now. There might be third-degree burns somewhere I can't see. The bruises should heal in a day or two. He is too exhausted for recovery girl right now. It might cause damage if she heals him. He needs something sugary but also protein for his muscles. I imagine water, for ice packs could low the temperature and cause more pain.  from Dark and Light works on healing the second-degree burns. "Light here takes my energy and uses it to heal Deku and The running water around his body should help, ice packs would lower the temperature and therefore make it worse and the pain worse. It's turning into blisters on the second-degree burns, but I know what your thinking add ointment, but that is wrong! Don't break blisters or apply butter or ointments, which can cause infections. We should run some tests when he wakes up to see if his nerves were damaged as well because, on third-degree burns like one where Light is healing right now, that could be very bad for the body. If you get a cut you might never know it and it might get infected. So a little cut can cause a lot of damage." I explain to nobody directly. I tear some of his clothes, " You should let the skin breath and if you bandage you should do it loosely if your clothes rub against it." I explain when I feel Baku stare at me.  I keep the water cold and running throughout his body with Dark's help and I feel Light still healing him. My energy was dropping low but I didn't care. Soon Deku was carried away by All MIght and set into Recovery girl. There I let my shadows return and she handed me a piece of candy. I ate it, thanked her, and ran off. It was now my turn to beat some villains. I am partnered with Kaminari against Tokoyami and his dark shadow which is similar to mine, and his partner is Todoroki. I never considered how to beat Dark shadow but I think I might have an idea but It will only work if Kaminari carries his own weight.

 My father was going to kill me when I get home, I was in second-last place. I thought I was at least average. MY heart was racing, after that boy leaves, I'll be in the last place. I fell on my knees and I try to breathe. It felt like someone was choking me. All around me were dark black walls and even with my quirk, I couldn't see anything. I tried to stand up but I bumped into another wall. I'm wheezing and my nails are scratching my face. "My father is going to kill me!" I whisper scream to myself. Suddenly I feel a fire on my arms, It burns my arms, and it spread across to my clothes, and next to my body. I tried to drop and pat it out. It wasn't going off and I hear a laugh. I look closer at the fire, it was black, the color of Hellfire. I look up, my father was setting fire to my body laughing. " Nooo!" I scream and I close my eyes tight shut. I'm breathing hard but I feel comfort. Comfort? I'm confused, why would my father give me comfort? I open my eyes and I see no other than Deku hugging me crying. He is hugging me tightly and a person behind me is holding my arms down. "W-what are you doing?" I say as I'm panting to try to catch my breath. "We should be the ones asking you that, are you ok?" Mr. Aizawa asks me crouching to meet my eye level. I look over my shoulder, Todoroki was holding my arms, and he lets go. Deku backs up a little bit and I look at my arms. My gym clothes are a little bit burnt as well as my arms. Had I really accidentally damaged myself instead of my father? "I... um... I guess..." I stumble on my words, I 

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