The Rising Pheonix MHA/BNHA Baku x todo x Deku x Evelyn

ch. 8- "What are you afraid of?"

I looked around me and saw Kaminari helping Todoroki out of the wraps. I walk over to them. "um... About what you saw.." I said nervously, " Can you promise me not to tell anyone about that...please?" Todoroki looked up at me, nodding, " Yeah I can understand not wanting to. But that was part of your past am I correct?" Todoroki says. I take out my ear price and smash it with my foot. I grab Todoroki's and Kaminari's as well and smash theirs. "They might be able to listen to us with them," I explain, "And yes, It was a huge part of my past. Something or I guess someone triggered that and those things came up. I sing whatever I'm feeling and usually involves my memories. The good part about having a bad... uh, past is that you can do many songs on that because its a soft topic for you. It's hard if it's not something you're ready for the world to hear because well, they get information on you." " I had no idea you had a bad past. Your so cheerful and happy!" Kaminari exclaims. I shake my head and laugh a little bit, " There is something called acting and faking it." I say but then I remember what I promised. I walk up to Kaminari and give him a quick peck on the cheek. I back away, " That was our promise yes?" I ask him and I laugh. His mouth is drooling a little and his face is red. "Y-y-yes," He says and falls back. "What was your promise?" Todoroki questions. " I promised him that I would kiss him on the face if we won, but I told him I wouldn't on the lips," I explain. He made a big 'o' with his mouth and walked back inside. I assume to get Tokoyami. I grab Kaminari and throw him around my shoulder. I then feel his head against my ass and I drop him right there. I use dark and light to make an elephant. I throw him up there and I jump up as well using my wings. I rode them all the way back.

After that exercise I guess, and a few more, we all went to go to our locker to get ready to go home. I was about to go home when I was stopped by Mr. Aizawa. " Please don't tell me you want to talk to me about my panic attacks again?" I ask him sighing pitifully. He nods and I sigh and walk with him to the principle's office.  There I see Nezu waiting for me but this time, he isn't drinking tea. I gulp and I sit down. Man, I could use some tea now. my legs are bouncing up and down and I'm shaking slightly. I don't think I have been this scared since I was able to turn off my emotions... Wait that's the trick I'll turn them off here. "Ok, so why don't you tell me about your childhood?" Nezu tells me calmly. I take a deep breath, I force myself to stop moving, and I sit up straight looking them in the eye. They will NOT get the pleasure of seeing the fear in my eyes or my body. " Why don't you cut to the chase, I'm not stupid and I don't think our dear principle would ask a 'normal' student about their childhood," I command boldly. Mr. Aizawa comes closer to me and starts to put an arm near my face. I flinch and close my eyes. But he doesn't hit me. I open my eyes and realize my legs have started to shake a little bit. "Dammit." I cuss under my breath. Alright, this is bad, I need to fully turn off my emotions, not hide behind the cold wall. I close my eyes and think of my father, every time he hit me I didn't even flinch. Think of that hopelessness feeling in your gut that makes you want to kill yourself like you almost did two years ago. I imagine being dead inside and I make myself not care about anything. I open my eyes and stare straight into Nezu's eyes. If he was drinking tea, he would have to spit it all out. His mouth was wide open. He rushed towards me and I didn't move. He waved a hand in front of my face. I remained neutral and I blinked slowly a minute later. "Do you want to get expelled?" Mr. Aizawa questions and he walks in front of me and looks down at me. I look at him with the same face I did with Nezu. Nothing, I feel nothing. His hair flies and his eyes are red, he is using his quirk. I feel no difference, I feel nothing. "Are you going to tell us about your childhood or not," Nezu asks me finally sitting back down. I slowly nod my head.  "My mother was raped by a bunch of men and raped. After they finally rescued her, and her hero name was Enhancer, by the way, my father Devil boy infected the baby. Later I had two younger siblings. By age four I discovered my quirk shadows. I blink and my eyes glow a dim light, two very small and weak shadows appeared. We were a happy family but when I was five I discovered something similar to my father's quirk. It is called Demon's master. I have two demons that I can transform into, male and female. I myself was never a female or male. But my father revealed it was a female so a female I was most of the time. Doctors say because of my demon's having two different genders that I do as well. Anyway, somewhere along that time someone slashed my eye and made me blind. My mother soon afterward left my Father and me. I never saw my siblings or mother after that incident. I never really had friends but my father didn't care if I was. I played with a lot of my demons and shadows. Even before I had a quirk my father trained me to be a pro hero. Ever since UA, he doesn't train me anymore, but I still have to cook the meals and clean the house. I do train at night though instead sometimes. All of my forms need raw meat, more so blood honestly, to survive. If not animal, then we will be forced into a blood frenzy and we won't care if its human or not because of how Hungry we are. I also need to eat normal human food. Each form has its own personality, like their own person." I inform them and when I finished I don't think they believe some things, but why would I care how they feel? "In training... does your father hurt you?" Nezu asks me. I tilt my head to the side, " It wouldn't be training if I wasn't trained to toughen up." I tell him. " How does he hurt you?" Mr. Aizawa asks me but its more in an order with him. " Eh... nothing too bad." I say, my emotions are flickering while responding but I managed to block them off. " Answer the question. You didn't answer." Mr. Aizawa tells me harshly. I nod my head and sigh, they aren't as dumb as I thought. "Meh, we just do some combat training." I say stretching the truth a bit, I mean that's not how he hurts me but we do train in combat. "And that hurts?" Nezu asks me. "Yeah I mean he uses his Hellfire. It's not uncommon to get a third-degree once in a while but I always have to check it right away to see if my nerves still work, even if it hurts. Because if that happened then I would have to go to the hospital." I explain. I might have given too much away but I couldn't care less. " Evelyn do you love your father?" Nezu finally asks. "I..." I start to say and my emotions finally took over again. "I... I've never experienced love myself in any way." I finally stammer out. "I've always watched on tv about love and my male version dreams to be that confidant male and so he makes "daring" moves on some people who he thinks are cute. He also adds his own flare and that makes people stammer, in hopes that he found find love. I... My father trains me and then goes to work. I am often on my own and people don't like the over confidant me or the super shy female me. The only love I have ever felt is for my other forms. I make sure there all ok... I don't think I could live without them." I feel Nezu wipe away a few tears that streamed down my face. "I know you are holding back, what are you afraid of?" Nezu asks me. "Being sent away, not being able to fulfill my only life purpose." I tell him finally free of all lies. " Your only purpose in life?" He mutters. I nod my head, "The only thing I have ever known is heroes, train, don't make Father embarrassed, and to be perfect. I aim to be the perfect hero... But I know I have a long way to go because I always seem to let everyone down... To let him down." I see my tears splat onto my regular clothes and I laugh. " This has been the most emotional I have been in well... many years! Also the most powerful you know, the more emotional the better.!" I exclaim and smile softly. " Ok just to recall all our information.." Mr. Aizawa tells me, " Your father beats you and you have a bad past. And it seems like multiple clues indicate that either your father or mother slashed your eye making your blind in that eye. Also, you used to pain and often have to treat first, second, or third degrees because of his hell fire. We also heard what you told the other guys. We didn't see what you showed them because it was like an illusion in their eyes. You never had any friends and you also have never experienced love before and your forms each have different personalities. Your training seems to be a way for you to not only train but be a punching bag for your father. Your afraid that if you told anyone you would not be able to achieve your only purpose in life indicating that if that was taken away or threaten you would be social and want to die. That is all correct? Nod your head." My head is spinning that got all that?! I didn't even realize they got the suicide thing. No... No... they can't know they can't know! " I could try to erase their memory..?" Siren suggests,  " But I must warn you that if it is very important for than the memories could come back in a few days, or if something triggers it." I nod my head. I stand up and I walk over to Mr. Aizawa. I stand on my tiptoes and whisper in her ear, " I'm sorry but I can't have any witnesses." " He tries to pull away but I use light and dark to hold his feet down and make a pool of the river. "What are you doing, we are trying to help!" Nezu screams I use my shadows to also keep his mouth close. I transform and fully let Siren take over. Her eyes glow white and her hand touches the head of Mr. Aizawa and he then faints. She gasps and the water instantly becomes very little. I get Nezu and I put my hand to his head. "I'm sorry as well Nezu, but this is one case you can't help." I whisper and My eyes again glow white. He then faints in my arm as well. I set the man down on the couch along with my professor. I grab Mr. Aizawa and lead him to his classroom. Luckily no one was around. Oh shit, the cameras I facepalm myself.  I put Mr. Aizawa into his yellow sleeping bag and I zip it up carefully.  I then walk back to Mr. Aizawa and I put my hand to his forehead. I search for the cameras of UA. I then see a room full of screens and the way there! I run out the door and I take a few turns and finally I see the room. Luckily I also know the code inside. I type the code and the door opens. I look both ways and I go inside. I look inside the drawer and I see the computer manual. I guess I should start reading.

I finally finish the book. I know more about the security than I wanted, but it could be useful later one. I then go into the computer and type in a few codes. I then type in the time I wanted. I do this for a while and I replace that footage with earlier footage of the hallway. I then use my quirk a little and make it look like Mr. Aizawa walked to his class and went to sleep on his own and that Nezu just took a nap on his couch in his office. Lastly I just add myself to the crowd of people who left a while ago and walking outside by myself. As I was about to leave, I see midorya and Bakugou talking, and then All might. I make dark into a flash drive and I upload into him, the video and I also add the audible. I need to look at that tomorrow I'm so tired I could fall asleep now! I Use my royal siren powers to teleport to the faucet that usually drips in my sink. I open my eyes and breathe a sigh of relief. I stumble into my bed and change into my normal female form. I fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.

hey guys! This story takes forever but I soooo enjoy writing it!

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