All of it was in vain
What you had to offer wasn't real
It's how you made me feel
About myself
I want that feeling again
But from someone else
Someone better
With different initial-letters
Watching caring interactions
Missing such delicate attractions
Why is it so hard to find?
Can't help but feel left behind
From the concept of love and it's devotional vows
All the wonders it endows
I let you close to me in intricacy
After such intense intimacy
Thought these tears had come to an end
Spilling over in moments I can't apprehend
But always lasting less and less
Nevertheless I'm still a mess
Attempting to always compress
The chaos in my head
Raging, ragged raw and red
Waiting, yearning for it to heal
For the blood to stop oozing and the scars to seal
Waiting for my mind to be free from this attack
And into my thoughts, you'll never come back
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Tales of Bygone Lovers
PoetryThis is the collection of poems and song lyrics I wrote during and after my first three relationships and one of my crushes. Although some of them will be soppy, all of them were written to help me express my feelings at the time. One of the only go...